Mandalorian Challenge 100 Days + [OPEN]

day 42

yesterday was something for me, idk if it just me being over confident or what
1. a girl ask my my number wow man even if its no direct ask but i give it to her
2. the company whom i working have many little branch and for each branch have they own employee,
i was having a chat with some girl in other branch ( i never met her yet) and we have a good chat...that's until i changed my profile picture whom include my face shown up ( i didnt use any filter what not tho just natural)...we didnt have a good chat again, my suggestion said that it because of profile picture,,,but i said nah i dont care...yesterday i having my chance to actually meet her, i can just go away and not seeing her... i dont have any business with her anyway....but i decided to meet her directly

surprisingly we have a good talk, and she said that she happy to finally see me...by the end of our meeting she said "if i texted u make sure u reply it, because i will" and i said " if its from you i always reply".

from this i actually learn that social media isnt 100% representation of our natural behavior or person. and it 1000% way more satisfied for me to have an actual conversation, better than chat from social media. and when people didnt chat you back it doesnt mean that she/he hate you....she might be bussy or maybe forgot or maybe have a lot of chat or maybe her office banned social media etc...to confirm it, its better to have a real conversation


stay strong fellow mando

 

Damn you just passed the 90 days mark. Congratulations

 

Hello brethren,
I've taken some time to myself and admit that the edging led me astray. I came across and was actively seeking anime that has inappropriate scenes. I regret to inform the clan that I have come across a lot of p. Thankfully I was able to escape with some pride by not participating in m or o. I feel that the battle was lost but the strength has increased. I humbly return to the clan broken and ready for a new start.

 

Day 52
One week is left for the exams to start and this time I actually feel ready to bear it all in! I'm not actually prepared to have the exams now but to study hard towards it. I started the day the way I wanted to and it was actually the best. It's all about just doing them without any distractions. Just get them done right off the bat. Spare the early morning will power for those type of things.

 

thank you for the kind words my friend

nowadays even a dark anime has "hentai scene / erotic / fan service / dirty jokes" in it. so becarefull of it.

i choose not to watch anime again since i cant stream it legally and it contain that kinda of thing's

 

I almost failed but I made it this far might as well continue

 

Day 7 check in!

 

Day 40 I feel way better I thought I was going to relapse but I started working on something I’ve been wanting to do for a long time with my art

 

Great streak @Meep . No turning back now!

 

Day 6 in the books. Made it through the weekend great!

 

I am in 4th Day now. lets crush it

 

That's great! Thanks!

 

day 44

had a wet dream last night..
i still confused because i didnt do any lucid imagination or thing's before i go to bed and sleep

the dream its just happen like that. i had no control over it nor i can resist it, i even dont know what am i dreaming (never see that scene on porn nor imagine that scene) that dreaming its just weird but lucid ..maybe its just normal lucid dream

but strange thing are i feel weak during the day even tho i sleep for 8 hour im so tired and yawning all day.

my horny level is suddenly high too.... i was ogling my coworkers so hard that it seem like its a non verbal sexual harassment...

the feeling is same as when u relapse at high streak of Nofap
also the urge to see porn is high , and scene after scene of my porn memories kept coming to my mind

it beyond my expectation and anticipation tho, i didnt prepare for this

i hope i can trough this....

*hit by surprise attack,, enemy think i'm dead, but i still alive and try to recovering

- The helmet will stay with me, this is the way-

 

Day 0

Today should have been my Day 6. I was stumbling a bit yesterday. I wanted to have sex with my wife this past weekend, but it didn't work out. I got pent up and made some bad choices this morning. PMO. I was going to try and justify it in my head because I had 5 solid days before today's actout, but I don't think that is right if I'm serious about this challenge. If I start to stumble and bumble too much I will realize I'm not ready for the Mando Challenge and will remove myself. But for now, I'm hoping today was just a setback and I can restart my challenge.

 

Day 7

Hey guys! Good to see we are all still here!

Back after my hiatus and I have to say it has been quite revealing. I found out that YouTube had been taking as much as four hours of my day. Four hours! That is insane. I have been very productive in the last few days. I can't believe how much time I had been wasting until I seriously started logging my use of time from when I wake up until the time I sleep. This has made me realize that I seriously need to curtail my internet usage if I am going to make massive improvements in my life!

Urges have been really strong and at times I thought I was definitely going to relapse. However, my relapse prevention plan has been very effective. Daily bible reading and prayer to God have proven to be an outstanding source of power.

Cold Showers have become a lot more bearable! Today should be Day 5 of 30

I want to take another NO YouTube challenge this time for 10 days without an internet hiatus. No YouTube Challenge Day 0 of 10

Another challenge I want to undertake is to wake up at 4:30 am just for the next 4 days.

All these challenges are geared toward building my self-discipline and will power. Let's see how it goes.

 

Day 37.
God, I drank so much on carnival festivitys this weekend. I feel like somebody is trying to remove my brain with a spoon.

But Ththis is is like my longest streak ever. The energy spikes seem to lie dormant and everything has calmed down for now.

 

Day 7 (17 personal) Struggling with some urges, but have held strong so far!