The Rage!

I think a lot of people are mistaken when it comes to raging and masturbation. I think being aggressive is more of a personality trait. Of course you may be more on edge when not PMO'ng, and that is caused by a build up of sexual energy, but what happens when you O? You crash down and feel tired and this is the effect on every other man, even to those who are not aggressive. Your rage will be back after a while later. You need to transmutate your energy and channel your rage elsewhere

 

Ah I see, sorry to hear of your story. I cannot relate as I have not experienced a similar background. But what I can say is, you have recovered from alcohol and cigarettes which are both powerfully addicting, so you will overcome this. Notice how I said "will" because it's inevitable that you will succeed here. We l fail in order to ultimately succeed

The rage may indeed be one of the withdrawal symptoms from avoiding addiction, as this relates to your past behaviour when quitting smoking. You've been watching poem since 8, that's a long time being exposed to such material and the affects are clearly detrimental and make it all the more harder to stop. It's going to take some time to reset your dopamine issues.

What's the longest streak you have gone on with no PMO??

I can relate to some of the anger issues when starting out not to PMO, and I believe this was withdrawal. But as time goes on, I can tell you it becomes easier. As for the pain in your legs, are you sure that's not down to anything else ? Are you getting enough Vitamin D?

 

Have you tried setting up a counter to help you track this?

 

Just click on anybody's counter and it will take you to the site where you can create the counter. Once you have done that you can copy the tag into your Signature so it shows on every post you create.

 

I struggled with anger issues when I first started and it's awful. I would just snap at anyone. I think it's because we don't really know how to deal with life other than PMO. I found that after a while it does go away. You learn how to deal.

 

This may not work for everyone but it's been helping me. Whenever I am resentful and angry w/ someone or something I pray to a higher power and ask that it please give whoever it is I'm angry at health, happiness, and prosperity. Then I ask that it please save me from my anger. Or my desire to MO. Or whatever it may be Thats making me feel bad. It is a spiritual axiom that every time we are disturbed, no matter what the cause, there is something wrong w/ us.