A big part of the problem is simply how fun PMOing is?

So I have a very good blocking system on my laptop. It has reached the stage I basically can't see anything that will cause me to relapse. All images and videos are blocked except on sites I have allowed and don't have a problem with. Youtube restricted mode is locked on and can't be switchd off. My blocking system is now close to impossible to bypass. I don't have a smart phone or tv. I have no other device that can access the internet.

But I am very hungover the now as I ended up drinking a lot yesterday. I am very horny today. I have masturbated just using my imagination a handful of times today. The reality is I don't need porn and artificual sexual stimulation. Masturbation using my imagination is enough. I have been very horny and have had rock solid erections from this.

But I won't lie, I do think it would be extrememly enjoyable to masturbate, edge and binge to all off that porn and artificual sexual stimulation on the internet right now. Thankfully I can't access any of it though.

But that is what I was thinking. Part of the problem for me is simply how fun I find PMOing. I'm lying in bed very hungover thinking what else can I get up to. I am bored.

But what I was also thinking is what else do I actually find more enjoyable than masturbating, edging, binging to a lot of arousing content on the internet? Not much let me tell you. Are there any hobbies I enjoy more than PMOing? Not really if I am being honest with you. I think this is quite sad. But it is reality.

So yeah I simply think PMOing is one of the most funest enjoyable things there is to me.

I take my hat off to the guys who can refuse porn and artificual sexual stimulation who don't use blockers. I especially take my hat of to the guys who manage to get very long streaks of no PMO at all. I genuinely think you guys have very strong characters.

 

Today must be the first time in years I haven't been on any porn or artificual sexual stimulation at all while being this hungover. I think I am really going to like this new blocking system I have in place.

I do try to stop drinking, but I always eventually end up relapsing on alcohol.

 

I do try to stop drinking, but I always eventually end up relapsing on alcohol.

I thankfully haven't been on any porn or artificual sexual stimulation at all today, which I am very happy about. I think this must be the first time in years I have not been on any porn or artificual sexual stimulation at all while being this hungover.

I actually feel that bored a lot of the time these days that I think it is likely going to push me to get out the house and engage in more healthy rewarding activities. I really hope so.

 

I hope I can find some healthy hobbies. I am starting to become that bored a lot of the time these days that I am hoping it is going to push me to get out the house to engage in healthy rewarding activities.