Accountability for All

Day 3 yesterday had some urges but didn't act on them

 

We l still leak and have those same problems. I also had a bad dream of old porn I used to watch. But day 1 is done. Despite me not really dreaming that much anymore, the really sexual dreams are coming to a halt. I've had really bad ones where I was edging, watching old porn/fetish videos, and even ones where my dick blew up.

I think as long as you stay away from the illness of porn, I think you will be entirely fine. Looking back at times where I relapsed just moing vs actually watching porn, I think there's a huge difference in the number of chemicals released,
. Porn gives a much bigger dopamine rush.

Like whenever I just mo, I feel bad at first, but i can actually get over it and go on with my day and accomplish something. However, when I mo to porn, there is a really huge sense of shame and guilt for the rest of the day.

 

Finally got myself back on here. I look forward to all of us growing together and reaching new heights!

 

Day count 0, start after relapse.

 

Hey all. Just want to say that I wish you all the best in this. Today is a new month, and every new month is a chance to make change. You are all very strong, and I'm confident that we can all win this battle. Fight on!

 

Check in Day 1

 

So I made it through the day with no urges. I will continue with posting daily

Hope all is well with everyone!

 

Thank you. I am in my day three now. Presence of mind

 

I am in day 1

 

Finished day 4.

 

Day count 1 Just love of long silky soft hair for avoiding fully PMO

 

Really this happened with you?

 

corylife, that's an awesome feeling. Glad you shared that with us!

Day two here for me and counting.

 

Day 1 done!
Looking forward to day 2.

 

Day one of ninety. Let’s go, let’s at least get to 100!

 

Failed. Somebody just kill me and put me out of my misery. I can’t handle it anymore

 

Day 3 and am in the no PMO March challenge, it is refreshing to see people being accountable and support each other in this process of rewiring/ rebooting. I am glad to join in this and be of help however I can.

 

I know it feels really bad having to reset but you can gain from that and see it not as a failure but as a lesson towards avoiding your next relapse