[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Checking in, day 10 passed, feeling positive energy and increase in libido, good luck everyone

 

21/90 some socialising today with friends

 

Day 3

 

Report:
My parents are going to a party tonight, it's just for people that like 80s music (They're old). Well, I'm prejudiced, I wanna sleep the most early possible and want to change my life and finally complete my goals in the Evernote and my notebook, but some things are making it hard to do. I just hope I can sleep well and do not wake up in the midnight.

 

Day 12. PMed a bit yesterday but didn't go all the way through, and so I reactivated my blockers for another 14 days to keep me out, and the few urges I had I was able to quash by reminding myself that I couldn't really do that even if I wanted to. And I've kept plenty busy. Praise the LORD for giving me strength to get this far, hopefully I'm able to work through the next few days.

 

Avoid edging and even the "PMed a bit".

 

Day 4
Day 5
Day 6
Day 7

 

Day 7/90 check in

 

Day 4 complete

 

Sooooo I was about to hit day 70 I have to come clean - I did MO yesterday. Absolutely no porn invovled, only fantasizing about having sex with my girl. To be honest I felt a little shame after, at the same time I felt it was not that bad since it meant I am thinking only about the real thing now. Did not feel any need to binge or go and look at P afterwards either, it was like I masturbated in a healthy way for the first time. I believe it was caused by 2 things - Chaser effect since I am having sex with a real girl since a few weeks ago and doing some edging the past few days (libido quite high after a short flatline) Sooo I will reset my counter, since this was not part of my own agreement with myself. I will do the 90 days, but I already know I have made and not lost the progress in these 70 days! I will keep my original counter in the posts to feel proud that I have not been involved with Porn for so long )) Day 0 - another day in the better life Keep going guys!!!

 

day 3/90

 

Day 45 Half done

 

Day 1.

Getting habits and mind in order:
- Trying to get my sleep back to order, to cut out the most prevalent chance of relapse.
- Doing some writing exercises here and then.

Doing something creative and fun:
- Working on my videogame, playing the guitar here and then.
- Sometimes composing for fun.
- Play games and watch netflix here and then.

Doing exercise:
- Still running regularly. Today I am probably going to go for a run as well.
- To prepare myself for more intense exercise.

Things might change in the long run.

For now I got to keep going. My sleep is my biggest problem, so that's what I got to solve.

I'll keep updating.

Much blessings.

 

6 again. Sun shines and it is Women's day! All the best to all women and to you guys as well today...

 

Day 2.

Feeling a bit more hopeful today!

 

Day 27. I had a wet dream. Today night. Now am feeling alot of sexual urges when I see a pretty girl

 

When I woke up I had ejaculated. So do I restart my counter or continue counting

 

Day 12 complete, going towards day 13.

 

Day 9/90- loving & serving my wife and 3 boys today!
Don't forget to set your clocks my fellow Fapstronauts!
Wishing you all a great week and much hope that things will go well.

 

Keep counting; that was outside of your control and perhaps even healthy.