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Almost ruined a decade in addiction

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Almost quitter, Mar 7, 2020.

  1. Almost quitter

    Almost quitter Fapstronaut

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    Hello guys I'm new here..

    I was introduced to porn when I was in class XIII. At that time it was like, "why I didn't watched it before, it's so satisfying." I used to watch porn whenever I was alon, in fact I preferred to be alone so that I can watch porn rather than interacting with my siblings. Soon after that, I was introduced to sex stories. Incest become my fav genre in videos and stories. I know many of you are not going to believe me but I really ended up f*****g one of my cousins. Slowly this thing started ruining myself. As I was a brilliant student before, I started to lack concentration. I started to skip my studies for porn. I ended up ruining my career. I became so addicted to incest that I tried to seduce almost all cousins of mine and ruined my image as well. As now I'm married, but the situation is that I find masturbation more satisfying than real sex. I've masturbated next to my sleeping partner while reading sex stories. Still I'm interested in incest more than anything else.
    But now I'm really fed up of my this behavior. I want to get rid of these habit.
    Help me out guyz!!
     
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  2. Strong2233

    Strong2233 Fapstronaut

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    I have masturbated since I remember! I dont even remember how it felt before masturbation and porn! so I definately feel you.
    I know you are tired, so am I ! but thats not enough, first I recommend you to read the benefits of nofap and pick the ones that catches your eyes and you really need to have them back in your life, then write them down in your phone notes to peek at it now and then to remember why your doing this.
    I recommend you not no set a limit of time for nofap! forexample dont say that you want to abstain for 2 years and you may start doing it less than before! let me tell you now.... this does NOT work! Ive been through it. So the only way is that you make a deal that you will never watch porn and mastrubate for the rest of your life for good.
    And always know that your not alone! here is a support from a 28 male who fapped for 14 years!
     
  3. StonePlacidity

    StonePlacidity Fapstronaut

    You got to fix your sh*t bro, starting today get a new life, be a new person, and find enjoyments in you life
     
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  4. Almost quitter

    Almost quitter Fapstronaut

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    It's good to see support from the people who have gone through the struggle I'm going through right now. It's hard to avoid those dirty desires occurring in mind 24×7. I've tried many times to quit porn but after few days I always surrender. It becomes a routine that I always try to not to masturbate but ends up fapping. When it's done, I filled with shame and guilt because while fapping I always imagine one of my cousins or aunts.
     
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  5. Strong2233

    Strong2233 Fapstronaut

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    I have done that too! I have masturbated to a cousin of mine. I did it when I was traveling with my family on a road trip in a car ! I was 18 I guess. let me explain a little bit.
    Have you tried to start doing something that you have to, like waking up early in the mornings, or going to the gym. The first weeks are harder to do because your brain wants to keep you doing the same things that you were doing, but when you resist/distract your brain for the first weeks, and force yourself to do the new things, you gain more control on your brain, its like turning the auto-pilot off.
    So thinking about sexual things is no difference, by distracting your brain whenever it wants to remember sexual things, you turning the auto-piolt off day by day, and finaly after 2 or 3 weeks, you have gained so much control on your brain, but let me mention that the urges are still there! the only thing that has been changing is the control you have on your brain !which makes it easier to resist those thoughts!
    I am in that level now, first 3 weeks for me was super hard and I couldnt resist thinking about porn, but Im telling you right now that my urges are higher now but I have built so much control on my brain and thoughts,as a result everything is easier for me now.
     
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  6. risingStar2020

    risingStar2020 Fapstronaut

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    isn’t incest illegal?
     

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