Side of road jerking

Not to be negative about your post but I had to laugh. You should live in Podunkville where I live. Something like that would never happen in a million years.

 

Sounds problematic for a number of reasons. Have you considered SAA?

 

I can assure you they will not. They don't even know who you are unless you tell them. That is the anonymous part.

 

Why your nipples lol? Worth the risk ?

 

This is really sad. Have you had or considered getting psychotherapy? You need to know and really believe that you deserve to be loved. Our parents can have a massive impact on the way we form relationships as an adult and it sounds as though you might need some help with that.

 

What an odd story, thanks for sharing.

 

who is she ??? u ask her to suck on your nipples in exchange for money or u suck ur own ?

weird story

 

@man2020
For having nipples sucked? SLAA is safe and we keep the language clean anyway, don‘t go into details, we say: I acted out, relapsed, masturbated, I was aroused, lonely, sad, agitated ... we‘re not sharing what, where, with whom, how many or how often. The aim is not to get triggered or trigger others. It‘s up to you anyway what you share.
When working the steps then with a sponsor of your choice you share more of what your addiction looks like. But here as well, you decide what is ok for you.
There are online meetings as well. www.slaaonline.org. You can go and check the website out, read through procedures, steps, traditions, promises, etc. If you have questions feel free to ask.

 

Dangerous behavior. Can get you in trouble.

 

I agree with the Podunkville statement. I live in a tiny rural town. Even if this were possible to happen here, half the town would know within the hour. All joking aside you should consider help. What you are doing poses serious risks. What if police showed up? What if she pulled a knife to rob you? Not to judge, but you're really putting yourself in danger.

 

You have an amazing opportunity to break that cycle. You Could be the one that makes it better for your future generations!

 

One of the more diffrent stories i have heard in awhile.