THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

Day 0

 

Day 4 checking
few news to say, studied , did some push ups and worked.
All is good, the most famous P-site tried to trigger me saying that since we are locked at home they offer to all Italy all their premium videos for free, they got published, smart move, but not for me.
Many people can really get a bad addiction this week I am afraid.

 

Day 39 and still going

 

Well done my friend. I know it's not easy. You're doing awesome

 

Day 57, checking in

Glory To God!

 

Thanks! I need to submit my video some time in July

 

A big day for the virus. A lot of things have happened. But I also continue to live my life as usual. I did however pick up a six pack of Corona. Cheers!

 

Never give up!

 

Check In Day 1

Hello Spartans,

I hope you are all having an excellent day.

I crushed my workout today and made progress on my project.

That’s all for now

 

Check in day 3

 

Day 1

 

Seems like plenty of time to make more serious gains. Hope you enjoy it my friend

 

Checking in: Day twenty-nine.

 

Checking in at day 9

 

Yep I can relate my friend.

I must confess:

I feel like I'm taking steps backwards. Called my pot dealer. Delivery is set for today. Haven't smoked weed since October, and I won't even pretend: I'm looking forward to partaking tonight, right before meeting my date. This is what I lived for in the past, and now I'm repeating it, all the while telling myself that I deserve it, that I'll feel happy, that the CV is too stressful, that I just need to escape.

I also started injecting testosterone again.

And it's taking a lot of willpower to refrain from alprazolam. I woke up at 2 am this morning and really had to dig in deep to convince myself not to take it.

Crazy weekend scheduled. Multiple dates lined up. I feel a bit reckless for doing this, with the risk of CV. And I am also risking my PMO streak. Weed is a huge sexual trigger for me.

Seems like I'm escaping my worries through the same old vices: weed and women.

 

Unfortunately that's how addiction works, it can stay hidden for days, weeks, and even years but sooner or later it will catch you from the blindside, and then my friend it's time to step up, to remember that you may fall, but you'll never give up, to remember that during these140+ days you enjoyed life, that you were happy, that you have goals, and those goals are possible, if you put in the work, so end this bad cycle my friend, and go back to work on your dream
No matter how bad it is, or how bad it gets, you are going to make it.

 

check in

 

day 57

people in my country started to afraid of COV outbreak , its skyrocket from 2 ppl and now 69.

im afraid too, so i will not staying up late and go bed early...need to do some healthy behaviour

stay strong and healthy fellow sparta

 

Checking in day 40