I really need guide

Good day community, I previously published a post with my own life story about desensitive to women by transwoman porn and sex with transwomen.

You can find it here:
https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?t...of-transsexuals-sex-with-transsexuals.250121/

I read yours comments and decided to do hard mode for 90 days, on the 60th an ex girlfriend returned to my life whom i loved in the past. I was extremely happy about it, we had sex when I was on the 70th day of hard mode, my erections were the strongest I had, enjoy sex and I was happy. After 3 months with her, unfortunately she left me for many reasons that are not worth explaining, it just seemed that we were not completely compatible, I was very depressed about it, I really wanted the relationship works and have a married life with her, but that doesnt happen. The question is that, after being rehabilitated from PIED and having finished with my girlfriend, I had sex relations with beautiful girls, but only for pleasure, I did not really love any of them, and then I began to feel apathy again for women, which led me to return to look and contact transwomen scorts from my city, so I saw some images of explicit content, without seeing a video itself or masturbating. I was finally about to see transwomen scorts twice in real life again, but decided not to go. I have beautiful girls with whom I can have sex, I am a guy with physical attractiveness, however I feel apathy for sex with women again, the last times I had sexual relations with beautiful girls, I liked it, but only that, the sex was just good and enjoyable. Now, Im thinking again about to having sex with transwomen, ladyboys, etc. and I feel incredible excitement and get extremely horny. I have not returned to porn or masturbation, or sex with transwomen since 5-6 months ago since i start this way of NOFAP (except for some images that I saw in the past weeks of transwomen scorts in my city). The problem is my desire or fetish is still there, I don't know if I just give in to my desire (which is very strong) and live my life with this taste induced by porn, or on the contrary, continue with the path of 0 transwomen, try to eliminate it , and having and enjoying sex only with women, I really feel lost, i dont know what i have to do in my life now, I really need your opinions and advices. Blessings brothers and sorry for the bad English, greetings from Peru.