Accountability for All

I’m in. First post. Day 0

i am serious about changing. Nice to see everyone

 

What are you going to do till the first of april

 

Last night i relapsed, i feel bad its stupid because i was again looking atmy options being indoors for so long so i just taught lets go for a quick one and did it twice witch left me without energy and just went to sleep for the rest of the day, pretty bullshit but today woke up and restarted again, i went 2 days with no PMO well se now.

 

Day 11 time to get going. Focus on plants and rain and Irish pipe music. Drink Guinness and wear wool. Pray in an ancient Stone Mountain.

 

Currently fighting with an urge. Figured it’d be a good time just to jump on here and write something to get my mind off of it.

 

Heya, this self-isolation is actually pretty hard. Truly a testament to how fragile I can be. It has been a couple days since I checked in, sorry bout that. I did relapse and such. I wrote out a daily schedule today to practice. We will see how that goes, I really want to get better.

 

Day four down guys. Early I posted to help me over come an urge. Managed to beat it. Feels hard but eventually it’ll become easy. I gotta believe that

 

Day 1!

 

Exactly the same thing happened to me but the only right thing you can do after a relapse is minimize the damage and get back up

 

I reset last night due to being with my wife so day one. I cannot reset anymore this has to be the last I’m trying to accomplish something here in my life and stop loafing around.

 

Bro i know it’s super hard being married, but how high is your wife’s sex drive compared to yours? As in who is the one pushing for sex? If it’s you, then maybe if you are really serious about SR, sleep in different rooms. That’s what some famous genius inventor did, because he didn’t want to have sex wth his wife

Just throwing it out as an option. At least you aren’t PMing though, right!?

 

need help im trying to go on NoFap but have failed like everyday. and i fap almost everyday nd cnt stop now and i do see the tools its taking on my body which is muscle mass and weakness..pls someone help me i need advice nd help both on how to go bck to NoFap

 

It’s the same, we’re both normal as far as that goes. I am serious about SR because I end up feeling sad and drained shortly after ejaculation, besides the other reasons. Of course one doesn’t have to ejaculate during sex and that has worked for me many times, in fact more times that with ejaculation. It’s just being consistent with it.

 

Relapsed today. I’m bingeing now when I relapse. Not sure that’s any better than where I was. But I’m back up and fighting. I won’t surrender, I won’t back down, I will beat this. Day zero

 

Day 2 of total retention. Successful karezza completed the night before. Not one golden drop gets dropped, no sir, not one golden drop.

 

Day 46

I've been getting really bad urges but I haven't acted on any of them. I like to use this philosophy that I found somewhere that every time you get an urge, it's a part of your addiction that leaves.

In other news, my country (UK) is going on lockdown on Monday. This obviously isn't good but the employment people I'm with are on my ass about finding a job, I get it but the whole country is trying not to panic. I don't think businesses are worrying about finding new employees right now. So that's causing a bit of stress and usually stress leads to relapse so I'm just trying to keep calm.

 

Day one down. Not a super bad day over all which was nice. Tends to be a rough, anxious times after a relapse but I kept it together for the most part

 

Day three of complete and fanatical retention. Not one golden drop escapes, no sir.