State of calmness

So yesterday I don't know what happened but I was calm and felt like a child and nothing could worry me. I was having the longest streak and I relapsed after 64 days it was followed by remorse yes but after few hours I was in this zen like state where I could control myself very much to the extent that I didn't binge relapse + didn't ate much as I was in power usually I eat a lot and after fap one gets much hugrier and even I had my fav food yesterday which I could have eaten till i was full I was able to control myself like a zen master. So I want to know how one can reach that state I think with nofap my goal is to reach that feeling. It was short so probably it was rush of dopamine which I got due to relapse after 64 days. I am thinking if balancing neurotransmitters will again reach me into that state. Cause alone dopamine can't do that magic. Anyone any idea about this...

 

Guys I have reached this state again it's like when u are a child and having an adventure the feeling is like that u don't worry about anything but rather just enjoying the moment. Here's the link-
https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/u-never-know-how-happy-u-will-feel.266612/#post-2424170
I must figure it out. Help me guys

 

The state is undescribable it's like u have infinite energy and pmo or any other thing doesn't interests you u are in control of what u want to do and how u want to do the animalistic brain has gone.