Recovered from prone masturbation, consummated marriage

My BG : i PMed since 7 years and now i am 29 years. I just consummated marriage after 7 months of failures and frustration.
I learned about PM and its effects in 2012 but couldn't really recover or rewire my brain from it. I only got serious after getting married and learning that i am in deep shit. However, i fully abstained since then and never practiced it again. I never told my wife about this problem, instead i excused by lying that i have a disc problem in back and doctor has advised me to not get involved in sexual activity for a year. My wife compromised her desires for my problem for over 6 months, however, she couldn't sustain her desires and showed her anger o
And frustration over my problem in Feb. I was afraid to lose her so i got compelled to take sildenafil, which i nevr thought i will because i was afraid of becoming reliant on it. I did however take it but started by taking half a pill (50mg) to see if lower dose works. It did work and i was able to have sex for first time and it so felt good of course. I fucked twice in a night but restricted the intercourse to once a week only because it would interfere with my so called back problem, to which my wife agreed fortunately.
I did that for two weeks and then periods of my wife started. In mean time i kept masturbating with hand to help reiwre my brain to normal stimuli and to increase sensitivity of my penis. I had my wife jerk my penis with a lube. It felt so good and help a lot in restoring the sensitivity of penis that i never had lol. It felt amazingly good and she did that every day. Last night i got erection and tried to have sex which went successful. Not only that in morning i was ready again and had sex again ThAt too without pill.
I am so happy and it feels like an achievement. I hope this is motivating for you. Pls guys trust the process. This really works. It was not simple abstinence from PM all these 7 months. Below is wwhat i did during this period to help with recovery:
1) internet research; this article with name "neurons that fire together wire together" and "unwiring and rewiring" on yourbrainonporn website.
2) couple of YouTube channels like Noah B Church and Universal Man
3) self mastery like visualizing and feeling how it'd would feel fucking a pussy (which i never was interested)
4) sometimes masturbated using a home made pussy filled with lube to replicate the feeling of pussy.
5) exercise, high intensity and compound movements
6) never reverting to PM again

Trust me if i can do it u can do it too.

 

The best advice would be to refrain from masturbating prone again. This alone will do you best. Plus i advise starting to masturbate conventionally after 5th month using lube.

 

Hi young lad. I appreciate that you are on this platform and among many other lucky men who didnt fall a prey to so called sexologists who claim to treat your problem but end up getting frustrated because they themselves don't know what you have fantasized during masturbation as much as you do. So you yourself can cure this problem. My key advices would be :
1. Leave prone forever, try to sleep on your back until you are cured completely.
2. Stop using injections or penis suckers at all. Your natural ability to treat this is much more powerful, and you can make home made tools to restore your sensations, when needed (i did few top which greatly helped me)
3. Restore your sensations, restore yoir sensations, restore your sensations. This should be 2nd priority.
4. You ll sometimes have to watch porn a little bit unfortunately to strengthen your cues in your brain associated with your fetish/fantasy (this helped. Me top)

I treated a guy who had almost a similar scenario and was 39 years old addict. My own very case was so worse that i was also conditioned to one position (pronebone) in addition to PM addiction. So even if i would restore my sensations i would still have to struggle getting erect for positions other than pronebone. You can rest assured that this is 100 percent curable, as long as you stick to plan.

DM me for more info.