70 Days and reset!

Hi!

I am new to this forum and this is my first thread. I am 22 and trying to become normal after my addiction to porn. I did a number of 30 days streaks but I couldn't continue them as the urge would become overwhelming. Its been so much time of being addicted to PM that I actually cannot remember when I started.

Today, I was working on the 90 days challenge and everything was holding off so well. I was actually proud of myself. I was constantly telling myself that porn is bad and I need healthy sexual encounters in my life. However, I stumbled upon a low quality porn in my facebook videos (I'm amazed that I found it in the most unexpected place) and I could not stop myself from watching and reacting on it. I think I relapsed.

Right now, the guilt is overwhelming and I am too sad that I hit the reset when I was so close to my goal. I guess it will take another 90 days streak when I can have complete control over myself.

 

MO?

Yeah you have a point. I just lost a chunk of my recovery. I now know another thing to keep an eye out for...

 

Thanks for letting me know.