It's been real

Bad choice my man

 

Yup as Mr. Charfonglee said, that is a bad choice. It is like being hospitalised because you ingested a tasty poison and while being on the hospital bed thinking "I am in an immense pain now but darn was that poison tasty!! I will have it again when I come out of the hospital". P is the poison.

 

Yes you are right, but you got to be stronger than that. Trust me, I have been through the same, and surely many others do too, knowing what's deeper down. You have to do everything you can to make it happen, not just doing something.

Good luck

 

It's better to be cold or hot, but lukewarm is the worst because no progress is made until you know what direction you need to go. I'd suggest indulging in PMO hard (don't hold back) until you actually experience the damage it causes. Obviously, you haven't been convinced yet that it's bad so you need to go experience that on your own and don't take anyone's word for it. It's better to hit rock bottom and then realize you've made a mistake than continue being lukewarm for years. Convince yourself first, then you'll be ready for NoFap. Good luck.