THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Sorry guys I had another lapse in judgment. I could feel myself pulling away and yet I still relapsed back into PMO. I'm not finished fighting of course, absolutely not.

I know that I'm in a bad spot right now. Things are difficult and my loneliness is evolving ever constantly with no end in sight. But, I trust myself, sometimes even more than I should. There is an end, there is a way to break free. I don't want to quit porn, but I NEED to quit porn.

Even now after coming to terms with PMO and visualizing it as something that's positive rather than negative I can still feel that nagging feeling that I need to stop. Once you've learned the truth you can't go back.

I don't usually interact much on here, and I know maybe it's gonna sound pretty sappy but I love yall.
So because I'm tired as hell I'm gonna tell a story. (you can guess who it's about)
Also sorry if this is bad I'm very tired
Enjoy
There was once a young boy and a girl. They met in a science class not long ago, two friends but nothing more. As time grew on the girl developed feelings for the boy and a year later asked him out. The boy said yes and they proceeded to have a normal innocent relationship... at least for a time, they had an innocent relationship. One day the boy and the girl went on a date together and they made out as young hormone-filled teenagers do. Marvelous. A rather normal occurrence, of course, there's nothing wrong with a little fun. However as time went on they continued to do more and more, every date became a showcase of lust! The young boy had an addiction he hadn't an idea he had. Meanwhile, the girl was... well let's just say different than she was a year ago. As the dates continued the boy grew tired, but a sweet Naiveté kept him going. "Perhaps I can just talk it over with her! Maybe we could just not do stuff for a date or two!" negotiations were always short between the two, the boy always conceding because according to him this had to be love, and when you love somebody you do everything for them right? So the boy continued till he could take it no longer. The girl had all but broken him with her lies and deception and yet the boy was still unaware. The boy parted ways with the girl in good graces, but in a last-ditch effort, the girl attempted to destroy the boy and put him back together again. Unfortunately for the girl that's where her part in this story ends. Freedom never tasted so bitter to the boy, and yet he was glad he had pushed onwards. By this point, the boy's addiction had faded, but it wasn't gone. One sad night the boy relapsed and created the cycle anew, and thus he continued it for nearly half a year. Come the new year and the boy tries to break free again, but the memories he had with the girl still haunt him. The boy wonders whether he made the right decision. Little does the boy know, it doesn't truly matter whether he was right or wrong. The boy did what he thought was best, just like he should've. Thus the boy is alive, and although he still yearns for love, he has much to learn before he's ready for it. As the boy pushes forwards he hopes that one day he will be free, this time without the bitter taste. Thanks for reading! Day 0

 

Thanks for sharing @Wanderer of recovery road, great to see your passion to change.. all the best to you!

 

Day 1

 

Super strong! Day 2

 

Day 5 Checkin-in

Done n dusted.