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《Rebooting is good medicine》 Chapter1

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by 鱼菌熊, Apr 12, 2020.

  1. 鱼菌熊

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    This book is a summary of the key to quitting porn.
    Chapter 1 The bad influence of masturbation.
    Few young people in modern times know what masturbation is. A hundred young people may not know; a thousand young people may not know. Even in a school, perhaps no one really knows what masturbation is, because we have been told since childhood that masturbation is normal, masturbation is reasonable, harmless theory has poisoned several generations of young people, and it continues to do so. No one tells you that masturbation is harmful, and no one tells you that masturbation is masturbation, which is unanimously opposed by ancient saints and sages.
    Masturbation hurts the body and defeats virtue, which is not easy to do through the ages. All people who indulge in masturbation and indulgence are bound to suffer the bitter consequences. As long as you start masturbation, what awaits you is bound to be full of symptoms. Thousands of real cases have thoroughly revealed this truth.
    On the other hand, sex education in school is still talking about masturbation harmless, and especially puts forward the false proposition of moderate masturbation, why it is false proposition, because the bad habit of masturbation is highly addictive and will get out of hand once it starts. Many friends of the precepts have reported that it was to listen to the moderate harmless theory at the beginning, but the last one got out of control, became addicted to control, and finally brought down the body. To tell you the truth, the current sex education in China is misleading, which is actually very harmful to students, because many students do not have the ability to distinguish. As soon as they hear the harmless theory, they become even more addicted to the bad habit of masturbation and accelerate the collapse of the body.
    When it comes to adultery, the teachings of Confucianism, Buddhism and Taoism are strongly opposed to adultery, not only Chinese religions, but also orthodox religions in the world, such as Christianity, "you should avoid prostitution." What a man commits, no matter what sin he commits, is outside the body. But he who commits adultery offends against his own body. " Look at the teaching of the Lord Jesus: "but I tell you that anyone who sees a woman and commits adultery with her has committed adultery in his heart." Many religions have strict regulations and taboos on sex, which are absolutely not random, and are basically unanimously opposed to premarital sex. Although foreign countries are relatively open, but they are also very strict in abstinence, there are special abstinence schools, abstinence institutions, as well as related websites and books on abstinence, and they are also quite professional in studying the dangers of abstinence. Tiger Woods also spends money on sex addiction, which costs $37100 for 45 days. In addition, most young people abroad have religious beliefs, which is also a balance for sexual openness. Unlike the lack of faith and moral decay of young people in China, this is bound to lead to a national crisis in the future.
     
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  2. 鱼菌熊

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    1.1 definition of masturbation.

    (1).



    If in the wrong time, in the wrong place, not a virgin, a virgin, or his wife, if he belongs to himself, it is a name of adultery.



    Untimely: refers to the date and time stipulated by the precepts not to commit adultery;

    Wrong place: refers to the place stipulated by the precepts that should not commit adultery and the "three ways" (namely, oral cavity, urethra, anus);

    Non-female: refers to people and animals with different sexual characteristics except women;

    Virgo: refers to the unmarried woman (premarital sex);

    His wife: refers to a married woman;

    Belong to oneself: refers to one's own masturbation, such as masturbation, masturbation and so on.

    (II).



    With the exception of adultery between husband and wife, all relationships between men and women that are not recognized by national law or social morality are called adultery.



    Even between husband and wife, there are restrictions:



    1. Untimely masturbation: on the anniversary of Buddha and Bodhisattva, no adultery is allowed on the six fasting days of each month; parents' birthdays and relatives (parents, brothers, sisters, etc.) are not allowed to commit adultery; they are not allowed to commit adultery during menstruation, pregnancy, prenatal and postnatal periods.

    two。. Non-sexual adultery: no adultery except in the bedroom; no adultery except in the reproductive tract (eg in the mouth, anus, other parts of the body, etc.).

    3. Non-quantitative masturbation: indulgence after marriage, unrestrained.



    (III).



    An overview of the specific classification of adultery:



    1. Extramarital affairs, premarital sex, unmarried cohabitation;

    two。. Oral sex, anal sex, masturbation, grinder leg clamping, telling dirty jokes;

    3. Indulge in fantasy, watch porn and other pornographic content, flirt with women's sexual harassment, and so on;

    3. Play with sexual paraphernalia, homosexuality, rape, rape, seduction, molestation of young children, etc.

    4. To the animal, to the female corpse, to the teacher's wife, to the monk, etc.;

    5. Incest, incest with one's relatives, such as siblings or siblings, etc.

    6. Pregnancy, menstruation, fasting, illness;

    7. The wrong place and time;

    8. Production, dissemination, circulation and exchange of pornographic content;

    9. Keeping mistresses, one-night stands, prostitution and whoring;

    10. Fetishism, collecting women's clothes, tracking and secretly taking pictures, etc.

    11. Indulgence after marriage, not knowing abstinence is also adultery;
     
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  3. 鱼菌熊

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    Overview of the hazards of masturbation.

    There are many articles about the harm of prevention and control, and many of them are very reasonable. And my article is summed up on the basis that I have read thousands of real victim cases and answered thousands of questions. As an experienced person and a senior researcher, I will deeply analyze the harm of tube management. I will write this article in more detail and systematically, and it will also flash a lot of caution thoughts that I have realized by myself. in this article, I will write a more detailed and systematic article, which will be summarized on the basis that I have read thousands of real victim cases and answered thousands of questions.



    There are two ways to waste people in this world, one is direct injury, such as car accidents, falls, fights and other accidents, and the other is warm-boiled frog, which abolishes you unconsciously. And this way of scrapping people has a characteristic: it has a comfortable feeling. For example, when we eat candy, we all know that if we eat too much sugar, our teeth will go bad before we know it, so when we were young, our parents did not allow us to eat more candy, but there is still a difference between eating candy and eating sugar, that is, eating sugar is not addictive, and it is extremely addictive, which is characterized by getting out of hand, and one friction can lead to addiction! A pleasure, you can not stop, immediately will be deeply infatuated with that feeling, constantly pursue that feeling, will never be completely satisfied, always want to get more. Almost every friend has been poisoned by the harmless theory, and the loophole of the moderate harmless theory is to ignore the high degree of addiction. This kind of addiction is not only difficult to control, but also more addictive and unstoppable, which is like a runaway Mustang. Senior friends should know that it is a secret and harmful to the body. Under such circumstances, people with poor physique will have symptoms, or even very serious symptoms, after two years, while people with better physical background will not have too serious symptoms, but as long as they continue to indulge, they will collapse sooner or later, especially after the age of 40. The manifestation of this evil consequence will be more obvious. Many friends of the precepts say, "I've got retribution, and I've tasted the bitter fruit!" It was only at this time that we knew that the tube had to be returned, and only then did we fully recognize the true face of the tube. Sadly, although some people recognize the true face of the tube, there are still many people who are still "warm water frogs", obstinate and unrepentant. This kind of person should not be seriously ill. I'm afraid he won't be able to wake up for the rest of his life.



    The destruction of people is mainly physical and mental, destroying your body and ravaging your mind. When the body collapses, people's temper will become bad, and even catch a lot of mental illness.

    [destruction of the urinary system].



    One of the earliest targets of Guan Guan's attack is the urinary system. Symptoms such as frequent urination, urgent urination, waiting for shy urination, dirty urination, dripping white, and so on, are basically very distressing once they are haunted by prostatitis. Many friends have said, "I am driving me crazy by frequent urination." Frequent urination at night also affects the quality of sleep. If you urinate with your classmates, you will not be able to urinate when someone is there. This has caused a lot of inconvenience and annoyance to life, and only I know it. Moreover, many of them are student parties who are afraid to tell their parents, so they have no choice but to put up with it and try to find a balance between abstinence and indulgence. And many other people will go to the doctor, hoping to cure prostatitis through treatment, but he soon found that as long as he continues to treat prostatitis, prostatitis will relapse, and then he will go to the doctor to take medicine, and then manage the relapse. In the end, he himself is very desperate, the money has been spent, why is the disease not cured? He couldn't figure it out, and finally he listened to a point of view, that is, prostatitis will never get better! It will always be with him for the rest of his life, and it will even develop into a serious prostate disease in the future. He seems to have resigned himself to his fate. Through the regular exclusion of the fallacy, he found a reason for indulgence, which will only make him sink deeper and deeper in the strange circle, and finally unable to extricate himself. The mistake in understanding is very terrible, the wrong thought leads to the wrong behavior, the illness is caused by the heart, this heart is actually the wrong idea, prostatitis can be cured, the premise is to understand correctly. Abstinence from color and health is the prerequisite for slow recovery.



    Diseases can occur in all organs of the urinary system (kidney, ureter, bladder, urethra, prostate, epididymis, vas deferens, seminal vesicle, testis, etc.) and affect the whole system. There are also many friends with varicocele, testicular inflammation, urethritis, kidney stones, urinary tract stones can also be seen frequently. The destruction of the urinary system by the tube is very terrible. The tube will make you get all kinds of diseases. If you are well versed in traditional Chinese medicine, you will find that most of the symptoms are closely related to kidney deficiency caused by the tube. Good qi is stored, evil can not be done, for fear that it will be empty first, disease and evil will take advantage of the deficiency, coupled with the joint effect of other pathogenic factors, and then have to go up. If you get it, you will be miserable, and this is a dark disease, it belongs to privacy, and it is generally not good to talk to your family and friends. You can only communicate online and ask for help. In addition, slow and varicocele will affect the quality of sperm, many friends also have the problem of infertility, I have discussed in detail in previous articles, but also cited a large number of cases. If you want to have a good birth and good care, you should pay attention to the way of keeping semen, and the quality of sperm is also responsible for your offspring. Studies have shown that people who indulge in sexual desire generally have poor sperm quality, and even if they can get pregnant, they are prone to unhealthy offspring.



    Related cases:



    1. As a result of masturbation for a long time, I got prostatitis. 1. Urinary tract problems: frequent urination, urgent urination, poor urinary tract. two。. The perineum and anus are sore. 3. Mild impotence, severe premature ejaculation (about 2 minutes) I am particularly afraid of cold, cold hands and feet all the year round, the spirit is not very good, bad temper, easy to nervous, moody.



    two。. I contracted masturbation in junior high school, and I had the feeling of inexhaustible urine in junior high school, so I didn't dare many people to go to the toilet together, so I often held back my urine. When I was in the second year of high school, I felt that I had difficulty urinating. I went to see a doctor in the third year of high school and took some medicine. The effect was not great. Later, after taking Qiankang for more than a month, I stopped the treatment, and then after a year and a half, I went to the hospital for examination in the second semester of my freshman year. It was still chronic prostatitis. After taking medicine for a month, I drank traditional Chinese medicine, but it had no effect. During this period, I did not stop masturbation, sometimes many times a day, sometimes once every two or three days, and in the second semester of my sophomore year, I received rectal microwave treatment in the hospital. there was also a urethral microwave treatment for about a month, and microwave treatment was done eight times. After that, the examination index was basically up to standard, and the doctor prescribed some medicine. But the symptoms are frequent urination, urgent urination, dampness of scrotum and itching of urethra.
     
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  4. 鱼菌熊

    鱼菌熊 Fapstronaut

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    Overview of the hazards of masturbation.

    There are many articles about the harm of prevention and control, and many of them are very reasonable. And my article is summed up on the basis that I have read thousands of real victim cases and answered thousands of questions. As an experienced person and a senior researcher, I will deeply analyze the harm of tube management. I will write this article in more detail and systematically, and it will also flash a lot of caution thoughts that I have realized by myself. in this article, I will write a more detailed and systematic article, which will be summarized on the basis that I have read thousands of real victim cases and answered thousands of questions.



    There are two ways to waste people in this world, one is direct injury, such as car accidents, falls, fights and other accidents, and the other is warm-boiled frog, which abolishes you unconsciously. And this way of scrapping people has a characteristic: it has a comfortable feeling. For example, when we eat candy, we all know that if we eat too much sugar, our teeth will go bad before we know it, so when we were young, our parents did not allow us to eat more candy, but there is still a difference between eating candy and eating sugar, that is, eating sugar is not addictive, and it is extremely addictive, which is characterized by getting out of hand, and one friction can lead to addiction! A pleasure, you can not stop, immediately will be deeply infatuated with that feeling, constantly pursue that feeling, will never be completely satisfied, always want to get more. Almost every friend has been poisoned by the harmless theory, and the loophole of the moderate harmless theory is to ignore the high degree of addiction. This kind of addiction is not only difficult to control, but also more addictive and unstoppable, which is like a runaway Mustang. Senior friends should know that it is a secret and harmful to the body. Under such circumstances, people with poor physique will have symptoms, or even very serious symptoms, after two years, while people with better physical background will not have too serious symptoms, but as long as they continue to indulge, they will collapse sooner or later, especially after the age of 40. The manifestation of this evil consequence will be more obvious. Many friends of the precepts say, "I've got retribution, and I've tasted the bitter fruit!" It was only at this time that we knew that the tube had to be returned, and only then did we fully recognize the true face of the tube. Sadly, although some people recognize the true face of the tube, there are still many people who are still "warm water frogs", obstinate and unrepentant. This kind of person should not be seriously ill. I'm afraid he won't be able to wake up for the rest of his life.



    The destruction of people is mainly physical and mental, destroying your body and ravaging your mind. When the body collapses, people's temper will become bad, and even catch a lot of mental illness.

    [destruction of the urinary system].



    One of the earliest targets of Guan Guan's attack is the urinary system. Symptoms such as frequent urination, urgent urination, waiting for shy urination, dirty urination, dripping white, and so on, are basically very distressing once they are haunted by prostatitis. Many friends have said, "I am driving me crazy by frequent urination." Frequent urination at night also affects the quality of sleep. If you urinate with your classmates, you will not be able to urinate when someone is there. This has caused a lot of inconvenience and annoyance to life, and only I know it. Moreover, many of them are student parties who are afraid to tell their parents, so they have no choice but to put up with it and try to find a balance between abstinence and indulgence. And many other people will go to the doctor, hoping to cure prostatitis through treatment, but he soon found that as long as he continues to treat prostatitis, prostatitis will relapse, and then he will go to the doctor to take medicine, and then manage the relapse. In the end, he himself is very desperate, the money has been spent, why is the disease not cured? He couldn't figure it out, and finally he listened to a point of view, that is, prostatitis will never get better! It will always be with him for the rest of his life, and it will even develop into a serious prostate disease in the future. He seems to have resigned himself to his fate. Through the regular exclusion of the fallacy, he found a reason for indulgence, which will only make him sink deeper and deeper in the strange circle, and finally unable to extricate himself. The mistake in understanding is very terrible, the wrong thought leads to the wrong behavior, the illness is caused by the heart, this heart is actually the wrong idea, prostatitis can be cured, the premise is to understand correctly. Abstinence from color and health is the prerequisite for slow recovery.



    Diseases can occur in all organs of the urinary system (kidney, ureter, bladder, urethra, prostate, epididymis, vas deferens, seminal vesicle, testis, etc.) and affect the whole system. There are also many friends with varicocele, testicular inflammation, urethritis, kidney stones, urinary tract stones can also be seen frequently. The destruction of the urinary system by the tube is very terrible. The tube will make you get all kinds of diseases. If you are well versed in traditional Chinese medicine, you will find that most of the symptoms are closely related to kidney deficiency caused by the tube. Good qi is stored, evil can not be done, for fear that it will be empty first, disease and evil will take advantage of the deficiency, coupled with the joint effect of other pathogenic factors, and then have to go up. If you get it, you will be miserable, and this is a dark disease, it belongs to privacy, and it is generally not good to talk to your family and friends. You can only communicate online and ask for help. In addition, slow and varicocele will affect the quality of sperm, many friends also have the problem of infertility, I have discussed in detail in previous articles, but also cited a large number of cases. If you want to have a good birth and good care, you should pay attention to the way of keeping semen, and the quality of sperm is also responsible for your offspring. Studies have shown that people who indulge in sexual desire generally have poor sperm quality, and even if they can get pregnant, they are prone to unhealthy offspring.



    Related cases:



    1. As a result of masturbation for a long time, I got prostatitis. 1. Urinary tract problems: frequent urination, urgent urination, poor urinary tract. two。. The perineum and anus are sore. 3. Mild impotence, severe premature ejaculation (about 2 minutes) I am particularly afraid of cold, cold hands and feet all the year round, the spirit is not very good, bad temper, easy to nervous, moody.



    two。. I contracted masturbation in junior high school, and I had the feeling of inexhaustible urine in junior high school, so I didn't dare many people to go to the toilet together, so I often held back my urine. When I was in the second year of high school, I felt that I had difficulty urinating. I went to see a doctor in the third year of high school and took some medicine. The effect was not great. Later, after taking Qiankang for more than a month, I stopped the treatment, and then after a year and a half, I went to the hospital for examination in the second semester of my freshman year. It was still chronic prostatitis. After taking medicine for a month, I drank traditional Chinese medicine, but it had no effect. During this period, I did not stop masturbation, sometimes many times a day, sometimes once every two or three days, and in the second semester of my sophomore year, I received rectal microwave treatment in the hospital. there was also a urethral microwave treatment for about a month, and microwave treatment was done eight times. After that, the examination index was basically up to standard, and the doctor prescribed some medicine. But the symptoms are frequent urination, urgent urination, dampness of scrotum and itching of urethra.
     
  5. 鱼菌熊

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    [destruction of sexual function].
    The tube will weaken the sexual function, and some friends will say, "is it not the use, waste and retreat?"
    Later, I replied to him, for example, if you buy a bike, I will buy a bike, and if you ride it for a year, it will only be 30% new. It will be rusty in many places, and it has even been repaired several times. I seldom ride it, and I pay great attention to maintenance. Then my bike is still 90% new a year later!
    Do you think this is the use of waste and refund?
    Huang Di Nei Jing says that illness starts from overuse!
    Young people are impulsive and ignorant, so they always "overuse", especially after addiction, don't talk about moderation. They simply get out of control and can't help it. Instead of enjoying self-control, they become slaves to their desires.
    Such indulgence for a few years or even more than ten years, sexual function began to have problems, the emergence of erection is not strong, impotence, premature ejaculation, and the family urged to get married, very embarrassed and very distressed.
    In the abstinence bar, I saw countless friends who "give up before marriage". After marriage, they can only cope with it by taking medicine. Impotence is the self-protection of the body. It is telling you that you can no longer indulge. You should learn to maintain the kidney essence and indulge in medicine like this. In the end, you will really get sick. Many ancient emperors were abandoned and killed, and it is useless to eat good tonics. No matter how good the imperial doctor is, it is useless to see a good imperial doctor. To a certain extent, you will not be compensated.
    Even if you eat it, you can't digest it, but it becomes a burden on your intestines and stomach.
    Therefore, I suggest that the vast number of friends must realize the importance of abstinence from color and health, take good care of themselves before marriage, and do not overdraw ahead of time, so that they will suffer a lot in the future.
    In the abstinence bar, I also saw that several of my friends got divorced because of disharmony in their sexual life.
    The lesson of the past, the teacher of the car, we must learn from it!
    I can't afford to get hurt!
    In addition, there are more friends who have premature ejaculation. It is quite common to have a weak and soft erection. When you were young, you didn't understand and fooled around. In order to be happy for a while, you were the last one who had bad luck.
    It is ridiculous that many people are very ignorant and still show off their sexual ability, such as seven times a night, a dozen times a day, or two hours a time, but they do not realize that if he goes on like this, the symptoms will make him reach the best part of the pain sooner or later.
    You will be crazy before destruction, the crazier you are, the closer you will be to the symptoms. Sooner or later, the discomfort will make you suffer, let you live in the troubles of the symptoms, let you take medicine, let you go to the hospital, and make you repentant.
    Premature ejaculation and impotence will make men have no self-esteem and self-confidence in front of women, and the crazy indulgence before marriage is actually planting a ticking time bomb for their future misfortune.
    Related cases:
    1.
    I started masturbating at the age of 15, and at first I felt a sense of blockage in urination. I had no problem checking my prostate and kidneys.
    It is to feel that the lower part of the lower abdomen is distended, and the connection between the root of the penis and the lower abdomen is distended and uncomfortable.
    Later, the illness became more and more serious, and now I can no longer get an erection, and I ejaculate as soon as I have that idea, and now I feel uncomfortable in my legs every time I ejaculate. I just went to the men's hospital for a checkup. The prostatic fluid test showed prostatitis. My testosterone test is 20, normal is 40, so the androgen secretion is seriously insufficient, the doctor said that this is caused by excessive masturbation.
    two。.
    I began to masturbate at the age of 16, self-feeling of severe impotence, sexual life can not last two minutes, premature ejaculation is also very serious, rarely morning erection.
    Since masturbation, I feel listless every day, I have no confidence in doing anything, I am very forgetful to do anything, and I feel that it is boring to be alive.
    3.
    I began to masturbate when I was a teenager. Until now, I have the symptoms of impotence and premature ejaculation, and I have been strong and firm for 6 or 7 years.
    Premature ejaculation is very serious, masturbation is sometimes less than a minute to have the feeling of wanting to shoot, almost always like this, less than a minute, I also went to the hospital to see, the doctor said what prostatitis, also did an examination, but also took a lot of medicine, but also treated with equipment, and then there was no effect.
    Excuse me, what method can I use to get rid of this trouble as soon as possible?
     
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    [destruction of appearance].
    I also wrote about turning ugly for a season. I believe many of my friends have seen it. Everyone has a love of beauty. Men may not be handsome, but they must have spirit.
    The tube will make a man look bad, have a wretched temperament, lose spirit at a glance, have no spirit in both eyes, have dark skin, dark circles under the eyes, some people have acne, have serious oil, look dirty and dirty, and are disgusting.
    Then when people look at themselves like this, they will feel inferior, and they will vent their self-confidence. this is true. People's confidence will be released, just like a deflated ball, which is really creepy and useless.
    The decline of appearance and autistic psychology will also affect interpersonal relationships. Finding a job in the future is also a big problem. The first impression during the interview is very critical. The first impression is a reflection of a person from the inside out.
    The brainpower of the people in charge is declining, their appearance is very bad, and some of their friends even take off a Mr. Zombie alive, and they don't need make-up at all to play zombies.
    It is very difficult for such a mental outlook to succeed in the interview.
    I have been in the bar for such a long time, and I have seen a lot of photos of my friends. Some of them are really handsome, sunny, and their eyes are very clear and full of positive energy, but they are really different people. When they look at the photos, some of them will say, is this the same person?.
    I still remember clearly the photo sent by a friend of precepts, and I still remember the name of that post, "this is the beginning of my dark life!"
    Comparison of photos before and after masturbation!
    It's like falling from heaven to hell!
    "now you can still find this post. It is a comparison between before and after the management of a friend. The gap is really too big. It is no exaggeration to go from heaven to hell.
    Many of his friends were liked by many girls before they were in charge, but it was greatly reduced and even aroused the disgust of girls, which was definitely a big blow to his self-esteem.
    The ugly appearance caused by the tube, on the one hand, the appearance will become very bad, on the other hand, it may lead to facial deformation, of course, to a certain extent, it may lead to deformation.
    Just like a 20-year-old photo and a 50-year-old photo, you will find that there are obvious changes. Some parts of the face will change subtly after the tube. This change is gradual, and when accumulated to a certain extent, it will become obvious.
    I have come into contact with more depressions, and some of my friends will have smaller eyes and stay in the upper eye sockets.
    We should know that as a person grows old, his appearance will change, the originally tight face will become relaxed, the skin will become worse, and then the face will show subtle deformation, although you can still recognize a person, but you will find that many parts have changed, that is, the change of a person's face caused by aging.
    On the other hand, the tube will lead to premature senility. The pulse of many young people is the pulse of a 60-year-old man, and his face is lifeless, without the vitality and demeanor that young people should have.
    This is mainly due to the gift of Guan Guan!
    With regard to the ugliness caused by the tube, I have a lot of experience and research, and I have mastered a lot of cases, so it is no problem to write a few more articles on this aspect.
    Space is limited this season. That's all. We'll talk about it next time.
    Related cases:
    1.
    I remember that I masturbated for a year in the third year of junior high school, sometimes once a day, sometimes once a week. At that time, I didn't attach importance to study, and I didn't think it would do much harm, but yellow urine was easy to sweat, impotent, a little empty, and extremely autistic. I couldn't say a word in front of me. I already thought I couldn't do a good job at that time.
    During the high school holidays, my appearance changed dramatically after a few weeks of school, with big pores, a blackhead nose, a lot of oil and a lot of dandruff.
    With a skin disease, he itches so hot that he looks old and doesn't look like a sixteen or seventeen years old at all.
    How to comb my hair before going out? after coming back, it was very dirty, rough, like egg hair, and smelly, which made me wash clothes every day. The most terrible thing was the mental suffering. I became unable to socialize and could not say a word in front of people. I was afraid in front of people.
    Not to mention appearance, it is an earth-shaking change, just like being sucked by semen aspiration.
    two。.
    I was just 20 years ago, and I thought I wouldn't do it, but accidentally.
    After going to school for a few years outside, now when I go home, people in the village say they don't know me, and their faces have changed. The good thing is that they have grown up and matured.
    What else can I do? it's ugly!
    And all kinds of diseases, and can not wash off the body smell, I am the dirtiest, do not compare with me, I have nothing.
    3.
    It turned out that I was a baby fat rookie, loved by everyone, and now I was the enemy of ten thousand people, ugly to death, with a look of dementia.
    Now I am not thin, with a height of 169 and a weight of 66 kg, but it is super strange that the flesh on my face suddenly grows to the chin, and the flesh next to my cheek and nose cannot grow up, and so is the eye sockets, so it causes the eyelids to collapse, and the flesh on my face is uncoordinated. I look at least 15 years older, not to mention the fact that that wretched impotence is not trivial. It is the residue of being sucked away by a banshee. If I get on the bus,
    Must be snubbed by others, meet a kind-hearted, but also suspect that you are a patient, give you a seat.
    I guess if I go to make a horror movie, I can definitely play a zombie without makeup, and I still have the potential to be a movie star.
    Or let me play a dementia patient and a drug addict. I definitely stand out from the crowd and stand out from Smilax.
    4.
    Looking at the disgusting bear in the mirror, I want to puke. Thank God for giving me a chance to turn over a new leaf. I will cherish it. I have a history of prostitution for 4 years. Today is the second day of abstinence. I am a sophomore in high school. I can't put off my study any longer.
    5.
    I'm 24, more than ten years old.
    What kind of eyes are absent-minded, the skin is not good.
    I have everything you say.
    Now the last thing I can accept is that the cheekbones are seriously high, protruding forward, protruding to both sides, and the eye sockets are obviously sunken, as if they were deformed.
    So I quit.
    It's not like me yet. let's quit.
    Anyway, you should be a real man.
     
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    I'm busy with my schoolwork so I will update the thread next Sunday.
     

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