31 Days Complete (Quarantine Success Story!!)

Well I'm proud to say that I've accomplished my goal of going 31 days without PMO during quarantine. Before I explain my journey I want to say that I've failed 20+ times of going without PMO for a month. Failure must always come before success, so just remember that. Guys right now is the opportunity to change your life! Keep in mind that you're at home with all the time in the world, so use it to your advantage. Start putting the sexual energy into becoming a better person. The important thing is to keep yourself occupied no matter what. Just imagine being on NoFap during quarantine and as soon as this virus ends and we go back to our normal lives you'll have already become a beast because you have control over your sexual desires. Lots of guys are just sitting around all day jacking off, instead of self improving themselves. Don't be like everyone else, be different and change!! This journey has now made me want to go for 90 days, and I feel like I can do it.

My Past:
I was always into watching porn ever since I was 12, and it took a toll on me mentally and physically. Everyday I'd waste 1-2 hours of my day for 5 seconds of pleasure, that would then lead me to depression, stress, and have social anxiety. I also would go on Instagram and fap to all these fake models on there. I've never had a gf, nor have I ever had my first kiss yet because I would look at women as objects instead of seeing them as beautiful human beings that God created on this earth. Girls would barely come up to me because I had 0 confidence, and they would feel that negative energy. Porn was the root of it all because it caused fear, insecurity, loneliness, depression, and anxiety within me. I would also put females on a pedestal thinking that they where the ultimate, and that my life would be complete if I just had sex with them.

Journey:
Week 1: I was very motivated to do things such as read, work out, meditate, get ahead on school work, plan new ideas for my business, and spend time outside to enjoy nature. I had a calendar and marked down every day until I reached day 31. A big help for me was constantly going on these forums and reading success stories, and watching motivational videos on YouTube. You guys should watch David Goggins, because he was actually the one that helped me get past these urges. In his videos he's always talking about pushing yourself mentally even when it's painful. Cutting social media also helped me a lot, and made me feel amazing inside. I no longer wanted to see these fake ass ig models flashing their tits and ass all the time.

Week 2: I was experiencing mood swings such as anger, depression, and happiness. I also had mild headaches that would occur every other day, and was having issues going to sleep at night. For some reason my mind was just constantly thinking, and getting urges to wank. You'll have those demons that come at you at night but just fight that all the way through. Don't fall for any of that shit, stay STRONG!!

Week 3: Started to enjoy being alone, and being grateful for everything God has given me in my life. When I was bike riding along my neighborhood I felt so positive, and happy that I was now waving at everyone with a big smile. When woman would pass by me they'd look at me for a good 7 seconds and then smile. For some reason woman can feel this energy you have when you're not masturbating anymore. It's like you're a magnet and you attract them. I also wasn't staring at their breasts, and asses all the time but instead admiring their eyes, smile, hair, etc. 3 wet dreams had also occurred during this week which felt weird because in them I was having sex, and then afterwards it felt like I busted a fat nut. Thankfully it was all in my dreams.

Week 4: I was feeling so happy, and just high on life. It was like everyday was something to look forward too, and I just wanted a new day to begin so I can overcome any obstacle that was in my way. Now I don't even think about looking at porn or even getting turned on by it, because my mind thinks it's pathetic. Instead I just want to go out and socialize with real humans, and engage with them. Not even gonna lie I still get urges but I'm able to control them easily and then they just go away. I'm also more comfortable within my own skin, and can care less about people's opinions. Now it feels like I can have a great conversation and hold it with anyone.

Hope this was helpful, and motivating for you guys and stay safe during this virus. Just remember anyone can accomplish this, you just have to be willing to tell yourself that it's possible.

 

Absolutely bro, there’s no way I’m ever going back to those dark times. You can do it as well, I believe in you!!

 

I’m glad you found this motivating, just remember we’re all in this together!!

 

Thank you so much, I’m glad you got inspired from my post it means a lot. Awesome job man in getting rid of those apps, and making an effort to better yourself. Just know I’m supporting you along the way brotha!!