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Going back to M...?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Skielr, Apr 15, 2020.

  1. Apr 15, 2020 #1
    Skielr

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    Im over a year without porn, didnt masturbate for about half a year...
    Im constantly changing and obviously I see all the benefits, but a couple of months ago some horrible withdrawal sympthoms appeared. I dont want to talk about all of this shit again because it would take me at least half an hour of typing. It was just horrible.
    Im currently getting over it and Im thinking about going back to masturbation. Without any fantasy in mind, without any Images, just letting it go to release the tension and intrusive sexual thoughts.
    I think it could actually help me in many ways.
    Do any of you had some experience with masturbating again after a reboot? I would really like to know what do you think about it.
     
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  2. Apr 16, 2020 #2
    Lion's Roar

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    Try this: this method really works in Vietnam




    This is Maha Karuna Dharani, it has a super natural power which able to help you recover from health problems due to masturbation.


    Chant it at least 5 times per day with a peaceful mind and without any distraction (Or 30~45 minutes a day).

    You MUST vow to abandon all PMO and sexual misconduct FOREVER. And make it clear that sex is just to bear childrens. Please abandon excessive desire of women.

    Do good deeds. Please get a healthy and sociable life. Help the people in your neighborhood or local area. Prorec the environment and animals. Because according to the law of karma, you help others is you help yourself.

    Do all good things.
    Abandon all evil.
    https://www.buddhaviews.com/Learning_Dhamma/dasa_kusala.htm
     
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  3. Apr 16, 2020 #3
    FY_33

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    Well, i dont want to M, but my body force me to do it, i am still single, my body desperately saying i need to reproduce, i need to O. My body get a stress of it.

    But its hard to M without thinking someone sexy lol
     
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  4. Apr 16, 2020 #4
    Skielr

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    Yeah I had that too whenever I touched myself images in my mind started to show up and I used them to stimulate myself. But I think Im over it and I can easily separate my mind from any distraction for that specific moment.
    Just physical sensation,letting it go and moving on.I think Im gonna try it. Yesterday I tried to masturbate(didnt O) and next day I felt suprisingly good, like some sort of self-blaming and self-shaming machine in my brain was stopped and I started to feel comfortable and self confident again after a long long time.
     
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  5. Apr 16, 2020 #5
    Skielr

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    Also a lot of stress and overthinking just disappeared, it could be a way of going back on track for me. I dont want to put my sex drive in starvation any longer. I definitely wont watch any porn ever again, but going back to masturbating from time to time seems reasonable and I feel like It is a natural need for me. (Isnt it for everyone?)
     
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  6. Apr 16, 2020 #6
    Mr. 180

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    Hi Skielr!
    I have gone back to M after a long reboot of about 250 days no PMO. From personal experience, I would strongly warn against it. If you give yourself a little, before long you'll want a lot. My decision to go back to just M cost me a bad relapse last summer.
    It's good to live in perpetual doubt of yourself when it comes to matters of self-control in sexual situations. You may think you have the strength now, and you may for a time, but you'll just be tempting yourself to go right back to PMO. M without thinking of anything sexual, even for a moment, is nearly impossible. The way I see it, you'd just be giving yourself a similar stimulus to P with your imagination, and before long that won't be enough.
    Ultimately it's your decision. But hindsight is 20/20, and when I convinced myself that I was going back to M I didn't realize I was fooling myself. If you've gained so much ground, why would you give any back? PMO addiction is something you have to kill and keep dead as best as you can.
    I hope this helps!
     
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