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How do i block P fantasies

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by FallenGuardian2222, Apr 23, 2020.

  1. FallenGuardian2222

    FallenGuardian2222 Fapstronaut

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    Its my first try, im on day 7 soft nofap, i didn't MO, but i cant stop thinking about wierd P fetishes im gonna try myself on day 12 (i cant fix my 7 year addiction in one try), i guess its okay to research ones i am willing to try. I am on carantine and i have to do shit ton of stuff i dont want to so my brain seeks for fastest dofamine possible. After 12th day i want to go hardmode for 2 weeks but that doesnt seem real in carantine, bcuz watching a glimpse of obscure porn is not as hard as M. I have no problems not jacking off but cant help exploring wierd tag combinations and comics(
    But how can i prevent this from happening in future?

    (The reason i want to try some stuff out is so that it doesn't disrupt my curiosity in the future)
     
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  2. Day 7 is the day with highest testosterone durin withdrawel.
    I still have urges but they became less. I always tried to concentrate on something else
     
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  3. FallenGuardian2222

    FallenGuardian2222 Fapstronaut

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    So i've read some stuff about P.A.W.S. too, maybe its i good idea to gradually decrease M sessions per month rather then aim for clean runs on the first attempt? Article said decreasing dosage 10% every month is safe af, maybe ill decrease even more gradually, rather then going for 12 days, M, 14 days, M and so on
     
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  4. LaanatDelRey

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    Your curiosity is getting the best of you, I'm afraid. My advice, from doing this for 2 years, is don't approach your addiction by negotiating with it. If you do that, next year you will be in the same place you are right now, upset that it took you a year to realize that. That's what happened to me.

    Imagine it like a drug or alcohol addict. They do not slowly start to decrease the level of their drug. They stop completely, and then every time they relapse they reflect on why they relapsed so that it never happens again in that way.

    Is looking up random fetishes really worth it? Or are you just justifying your behavior to yourself so that you don't have to admit to yourself the extent of your addiction?
     
  5. FallenGuardian2222

    FallenGuardian2222 Fapstronaut

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    Well... I've just M in shower. And there is something ive learned:i got like zero pleasure from O, all those retarded thoughts just got right away, im gonna burn that stupid list with them and i can again see my goals in perspective.

    This is what happaned: i started nofap, brain got an excuse to only do no-MO, my desire proportionally grew as i kept searching stuff, and i wanted to M with fetishes because of it. This chain was doomed.
    i decided to finish this streak faster because my left ball got way more sensitive then normally (my dad had varicocele, researching this subject(bruh, symptoms match 1:1 its prob due to sitting life during carantine,) and ive got pollutions today.

    No pleasure from M without P or Fantasies (maybe just a tiny bit of physical relief) but it relieved my mind so much. I needed it, im clearly installing 18+ content filter everywhere i can. Thats a P addiction for sure, not M. I was really not in control of my mind those past days.

    I def would go for 14 days hard now. I feel like creating worlds, you know?
     
    Last edited: Apr 23, 2020
  6. drkarim

    drkarim Fapstronaut

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    i also feel iam addicted to porn itself not M
    however M relieves my headache
     
  7. LaanatDelRey

    LaanatDelRey Fapstronaut

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    Dude I totally feel you! We chase and chase that climax but we can no longer even achieve it because we've damaged our bodies and neurons so much.... what a cruel joke from the universe, huh?

    I will say though, I respectfully disagree with you guys on the addicted to P versus M versus O thing. We are addicted to the dopamine hit we get from all those things, I personally can't separate them. I can't quit one without the other. I have never heard of someone who stopped watching porn but was able to continue to masturbate and maintain healthy sexual behaviors and thoughts. For me, I find that delving into the minutia of "oh I'm addicted to P, not M" is kind of an excuse. Again, this is my own experience.
     
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  8. drkarim

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    but i can watch porn without masturbation so its not always pmo
    secondly why is erection not related pmo
    i. mean now i have urge to watch but how come no erection for that?
     
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  9. FallenGuardian2222

    FallenGuardian2222 Fapstronaut

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    I was just saying that no MO was easy while no P was like pulling a stalled car uphill, i am definitely going for no PMO now since no-MO is useless.

    I am as well trying to stop all the useless dopamine hits, alredy deleted ton of games, unsubscribed from ton of meme publics, of course deleted shit ton of porn from pc, and also im starting to slowly take away sugar from my diet (one day i kinda sit and thought: well why the hell cheetahs dont have problems with teeth? Cuz they have different diet, and i bet they dont feel bad about not eating sugar.

    And also i feel like all the pain is gone from the ball, is there a thread about varicocele? Ive never felt that pain before, i pretty much want to play safe and go for operation.
     

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