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Apology..

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by BigTruck, Apr 25, 2020.

  1. BigTruck

    BigTruck Fapstronaut

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    Its official.
    Im weak as hell, i can't do anything guys to stop this addiction, i always end up searching google images of pornstars and edging, and then i cum, i cant do ANYTHING
    I will suffer my entire life with this freaking porn addiction, i want to apology to all the members of the forum, the past 2 weaks i made a post and i said that im quiting porn and i was feeling ready, it was all a lie, i caught masturbating at work...... I couldn't control it, i can't to anything .........
     
  2. You_ll_succed_for_sure

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    My friend, it's ok.

    Be radical. You are a Big Truck that are created to crush PMO in a Highway.
     
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  3. I do not accept your apology. There is no need to apologize to anyone here for your behavior. Instead you should forgive yourself. You are not a freak or a failure for succumbing to your urges. Everyone on this site has done the same thing. You need to start making some positive changes in your life, because if you sit there and act pathetic you will never succeed.

    My advice is this: write down ONE goal you want to accomplish tomorrow, and do it. It can be as small as doing the dishes or not jerking off. But you need to prove to yourself that you can achieve the things you want to achieve. Peace.
     
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  4. BigTruck

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    I appreciate your help man but i've tried EVERYTHING , seriously i tries everything, i can't help my self, im very sad for real
     
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  5. I've been relapsing since New Years, so I'm in the same boat as you. Look at my counter - 0 days. But I'm still trying and you should too. If you give up, you're just going to feel worse, so you might as well continue with NoFap. And you shouldn't be upset with yourself for failing - most people don't even try.
     
  6. BigTruck

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    I appreciate your help and you are right, tomorrow a new day starts, i will do my best man..... But i know that somehow i will fail again and it makes me really sad
     
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  7. BigTruck

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    You are right, you made me think positive,
     
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  8. Exactly, every single day is a chance to do better. I disagree with that last part. You can't predict the future. You might never fail again. But if you do, you shouldn't hate yourself for it.
     
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  9. BigTruck

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    Look what happened, 3 hours ago i edged and i came, and i said "ok not again today" and 20 minutes later i searched again porn and i came again! The more porn i watch the more porn i want!!
     
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  10. Submariner

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    I can feel your pain, but this is not the right mindset if you want to succeed. You CAN succeed, if you take little steps at the time. Set a realistic goal for yourself. If I was you, I would participate in the 3-day challenge: https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/3-challenge-the-three-days-challenge.173158/

    The start (first 7 days or so) are the hardest my friend.
     
  11. Exactly. But guess what - the more you stay away from it, the less you will want it. I'm telling you, after one week, it gets super easy. You don't have to get 90 days before you start seeing benefits. You will start to see benefits immediately, if you are honest with yourself.
     
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  12. BigTruck

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    You are right dude, i joined the 3 days challenge, i will do my best once again, thanks for the replies guys!! Appreciate it, Not feeling alone is helping a lot..
     
  13. PopularLoner

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    I do not accept your apology either... Take this as a matter of life or death cause if you really look at it, it is this porn and masturbation shit is trying to take your life from you man are you gonna let it? Or you are going to fight for your life? Don't let the relapse consume you forgive yourself! Our feelings is nothing! Use your phone or whatever device you have that gives you access to porn less.. Shut it off for hours if you have to and only use it when necessary take back control of your life friend I believe in you!.... Did you say you got caught doing it at work?
     
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  14. James2James

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    THIS is really good advice^^^^
     
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  15. Talhah123

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    Bro it is normal keep trying it happens to everyone
     
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  16. James2James

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    Get that statement and thought process right out of your head. If you continue to think like that, you will not beat this. Sit down TODAY and have a really blunt conversation with yourself. Do you want to beat this TRULY .. or not??? If you want to beat it, then wake up tomorrow and TRY HARDER. We tend to give our addictions far too much credit as in their strength. Our addictions do not FORCE us to fall..they manipulate us, and convince us to fall. They don't have the fucking power to force us. We fall because we accept the manipulation...we convince ourselves that "There's nothing I could do". Think about that LAST SENTENCE. Really? There was NOTHING we could do? REALLY???

    There are lots of tools to help you go to war against this addiction. Have you sought out these tools? Have you researched the science of this addiction? Have you read about the effect of dopamine on your brain and the way your brain creates new pathways to accommodate the addiction process? Have you checked out any of the numerous Youtube channels that specifically deal with porn addiction? Some of those channels are wonderful helps. Have you thought about reading the hack-book written specifically to disable the addiction to internet porn? There is a good thread dedicated to that book and includes the testimonials of some users who swear by it. These are TOOLS. Arm yourself.

    "I couldn't control it.." Yes you can. You have the power to lock the addiction and its urges down. You didn't use that power. Ask yourself WHY. And then prepare a plan for the next "event".

    You HAVE to plan, prepare, focus, and TRY.

    If you stumble..ask yourself.."Did I REALLY try hard enough?" If you answer "Yes", then you are not being honest with yourself. No way.

    If you stop being honest with yourself, you are playing a losing game my friend. The addiction thrives on lies. It also thrives on "I can't ..."
     
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  17. James2James

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    What does "everything" entail?
     
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  18. BigTruck

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    Yes..
     
  19. BigTruck

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    From watching motivational videos on youtube to trying be outside of the house .. many things
     
  20. BigTruck

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    I dont know how to thank you guys for your motivational replies , i started think different now, you are all right, i truly want to win this battle between the addiction
    Im starting tomorrow with the 3 days challenge
     
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