500+ days no PMO, my main problem is still present

Hello guys. I don't want to make it long, i'm not a native english speaker.

I was a PMO addict. What made me take the right path was an injury i had on my penis. I did't deal with this problem in time and thought the worst, such as ending up with permanent erectile dysfunction, but in reality the worst thing ended up being a pain in the right part of my penis, in the groin and right leg. I improved a lot since I started nofap to the point that I no longer felt pain. I didn't touch my penis except to clean it and urinate. I have noticed that I greatly improve my libido, erections and even recover much sensitivity in the glans. But now this is the reason why I make this post. Yesterday I was pressing on the right side of my penis to see if I would feel pain again. Unfortunately, I felt it and it was strong and I still feel it. I don't have Peyronie by the way, but I do have a certain curvature.

I went to many doctors and basically what they told me was "it's just anxiety bro". Well, during all this time I ate well, I did physical activity, I lowered my stress levels and all this helped me a lot to deal with this pain. However, I clearly realize that my problem is still physical. I don't know what to do anymore, I live in a third world country and almost all the doctors I went to were only interested in getting more and more money from me. Here, doctors don't get paid well.

The doctors did many studies on me, all related to the circulatory system. All went well. I don't know if it has to do with any damaged nerve in the end. A long time has passed and I feel that continuing to go to the doctor will be a waste of time.

What also worries me is that I don't have good erections like before. I still have morning erections but these disappear as soon as I wake up.

I would like to know if someone goes through or went through the same thing. My worst mistake was not having gone to the doctor the day I injured my penis and I feel frustrated because I could have avoided all this if I had known that all these problems were going to happen to me.

 

Thanks man. I still find it hard to understand why this pain appears to me. To be more specific, it is a tingling, burning, and pricking sensation on the right side of my penis and groin and right leg. In my testicles I also have these same feelings. I have a grade 1 varicocele as well, but my urologist told me I shouldn't worry about this.

After what happened to me recently, I noticed that this pain appears when I "mistreat" my penis. It's like that action triggers the pain all over the right side.Now I feel better, I almost don't feel the pain. I have not touched my penis again but if I touch it again I will feel pain again, I am almost sure.

 

Yes. PMO gave me a lot of trouble. I do not know if I should stop masturbation for life but what I do know is that I have to be very careful because I think that, as it must have happened to many, we are left with a quite damaged body. What I do know is that porn is something I will never see again in my life. Thanks again.