Has anyone relapsed and found the porn boring?

I relapsed on porn and artificial sexual stimulation yesterday after an 8 day streak and I found the porn really boring. What would cause this to happen?

Usually I feel in pure ecstasy and get extreme pleasure and excitement when I relapse. But yesterday I hardly got any of that and it just felt boring.

Why did this happen? Will this always be the case for me now?

I feel like if this is the case then it will be quite easy giving up porn.

 

But how much damage has that realpsed even caused if your hardly getting any pleasurable effects from it?

 

That was exactly how I felt yesterday.

I used to wonder how guys manage to live a pornfree life after using it for so long. But the way I felt yesterday when I relapsed if I felt like that every time I relapsed or most times I relapsed I could actually see how a pornfree life is possible.

I used to feel like I was in pure ecstasy when I relapsed, getting extreme pleasure, excitement and enjoyment. But yesterday I didn't experience anything like that.

Another thing I was thinking is surely the damage is going to be much different from feeling like you're in pure ecstacy, getting extreme pleasure, excitment and enjoyment vs getting none of that and finding it boring.

Surely the damage from the first one is going to be much greater than the second one?

 

That's great man. Well done.

 

Sometimes I have wanted to look at it because I have felt sky high horny and got an intense urge to search and view it and masturbate to it, and I have been hard a lot of times. But then other times like yesterday I feel like I just done it out of boredom and didn't even enjoy it.

I prefer feeling bored by it and not even getting turned on or excited by going on it.

I feel like if I always felt like this then it is going to be pretty easy to quit.

 

The way I feel the now is I am bored, I'm not finding much things that exciting or enjoyable. But at one time when I felt this way porn still really exited me and I still found it really enjoyable. But now I feel like porn is also boring.

But I actually don't feel that bad mentally. I have felt much worse mentally. I just feel unmotivated to do anything and I'm not really finding anything that appealing to pursue or engage in. I even have felt this way about porn recently.

I have had a few drinks, and I guess alcohol does sometimes somewhat still interest me, but not that much. Eating tasty food sometimes does somewhat interests me. But earlier on I randomly got a thought that I could go a smoke of weed. I've not smoked weed in a long time, and earlier on I got a random thought that I could go some weed.

It's as if I am searching for something, and wanting something that I find really enjoyable.

At one time PMOing sometimes literally felt like pure ecstasy to me. I used to get extreme pleasure and enjoyement from it, and I actually wanted to spend my entire day edging and binging on PMO. Basically the way I felt about it is there was nothing else I would rather be doing.

But like I said recently it's honestly as if I found it boring and not enjoyable.

Yesterday I got really excited to go on it initially, but then after I was on it I thought it was boring and I wasn't really enjoying it.

I am hoping this is a good sign.