Do most guys stay clean once they have recovered? Or do must guys usually always return to porn?

What do you see as your ideal ending when it comes to nofap and pornfree?

Like when you have 100% cured PIED, when you have had as much brain changes and healing as you can possibly get. Where do you want to be?

Do you still want to be coming on all these forums all the time anyway?

Do you want to never use porn again?

Do you never want to masturbate again?

Do you sometimes want to masturbate?

Do you even sometimes want to use porn?

Like what really is the end goal?

For me I would want to be 100% cured of PIED. I wouldn't want to be addicted to porn anymore, and I would want my brain to be completely healed from years of chronic PMO use. I would want to be having succesful sex with women, possibly being in a relationship.

If I masturbated occasionally it wouldn't bother me. Even if I occasionally ended up on porn it wouldn't bother me all that much as long as issues like PIED and all those brain changes from chronic PMO use for years never returned again.

I wouldn't want to keep coming on forums like this forever. I wouldn't want to be obsessed with pornfree and nofap forever.

But I mean how does it actually feel to be 100% cured? Are guys still obsessed with all this stuff even after they're 100% cured?

I feel like if I didn't have some level of obsession with pornfree then I could see how easily I could end up going back to porn to the point I ended up developing issues again. Do guys just always have a thought in the back of their minds that porn and artificial sexual stimulation is no good and this always keeps them clean from it, or more or less clean from it?

But I mean memories fade with time. Surely after a long time of being recovered your going to worry less and less about all this stuff, and even forget how bad it was and what can happen, and then you could easily end up gradually using porn more and more again? Or do you think there will always be a wee voice in the back of your head reminding you how bad it is and not to do it?

I just honestly don't know how you're supposed to remember how bad all this stuff is forever and stay clean from it forever, unless you have some level of obsession with it forever. But like I said I really don't want to be obsessed with all this stuff forever and come on sites like this forever.

It would be really interesting to know what percent of guys have 100% recovered who never returned to their old behavoir. Then also what percent of guys 100% recovered who did return to their old behavoir and developed all those issues again like PIED, porn addiction and all those brain changes. Then what percent of guys who 100% recovered who never returned to their old behavoir but did occasionally end up on porn again.