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32/90 what I discovered

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by LoveIsAllWeNeed, May 25, 2020.

  1. LoveIsAllWeNeed

    LoveIsAllWeNeed Fapstronaut

    After having been PM clean for 32 days, I felt numb and went inside, searching for what was bothering me. It wasn't nice, in fact I discovered a whole lot of old sh*t deep inside myself.
    Hate. Porn is about hate! It's mud with a sugarcoat. It's humiliation, mainly. Forced to swallow, forced to copulate, forced to do things they hate.
    You don't think so? How would you like it if your daughter or your girlfriend would let herself be treated like women are treated in the movies? Can you honestly say: "I am 10000% okay with you letting yourself be abused, my dear. Don't connect with the guys, just do it for the money, or the attention or some other old wound." YOU CAN'T.
    Porn fills us with hate towards women. This is not how women should be treated, it's not how any human being should be treated.

    It's an old wound that gets us there and it's the old wound which gets ripped open every single time we watch it.
    Don't hate porn, or you'll make it bigger. Hate got you in trouble in the first place. Just embrace it as your past, an old wound that needs care. Make a solemn promise to yourself it will not be your future anymore.

    I am so glad I saw it after being clean for this time. It's a load of my mind! Now I need to remember. That's what this post is for!
     
    Last edited: Jul 15, 2020
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  2. celibacy-guy

    celibacy-guy New Fapstronaut

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    hope you will do great
     
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  3. johnnythejohn

    johnnythejohn Fapstronaut

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    Thats a powerful advice. Never thought about it. Thank you!
     
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  4. :)-keepsmiling

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    This is a very good reminder for me dude!!
    Keep posting!!
    Cheers!!
     
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  5. healmyself321

    healmyself321 Fapstronaut

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    Thats actually true,porn make you hate females in some way and girls who watch po*n start to like being treated like that because they are brainwashed,so sometimes you dont even realize that po*n is ruining you because people around you act the same way.Good point my friend,stay strong!
     
  6. LoveIsAllWeNeed

    LoveIsAllWeNeed Fapstronaut

    My eyes have been opened this evening. I meditated on emotions I had suppressed all through my life after I had pulled a Tarot card carrying the message I had to release old stuff.
    With every rejection I went back to in my memory there was this feeling of hate in my abdomen. So, I flexed all of my muscles as hard as I could and all the feelings came screaming out. Then, when I was completely out of breath, there was... sorrow. Tears I had oppressed for decades and decades came out.

    Afterwards i could see my addiction to porn was nothing more than a way out from all the suppressed feelings and the tension built up in my loins and abdomen. It feels wonderful to be able to let go all of this hate and sorrow. Life is so much lighter!!
     
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  7. This is very true! Why is something all of a sudden ok to do just because someone gives their consent? It is just a way for people to justify continuing to indulge in it.
     
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