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Sudden compulsive thoughts

Discussion in 'Compulsive Sexual Behavior' started by Mr.Anderson, May 26, 2020.

  1. May 26, 2020 #1
    Mr.Anderson

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    As I said in other posts I have been strugling with transwoman porn for years and acted out with escorts about 7 times or so , now that I am again clean for a week I am starting to think more and more about my deeds.
    Few minutes ago I was recalling in my mind the last time I acted out with a trans escort, it was some time ago. I was always disapointed and a bit disgusted the previous times doing that, but that last time I actually kind of enjoyed giving a bj to the escort.
    I've never thought about that since the episode occured , do you think that I may be a cover gay or bisex? Maybe I am and don't know it?
    As usual, after I had orgasm I felt dirty and disgusted from her and the situation and just wanted to run away but I am seriously thinking that I may be gay right now.
     
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  2. May 26, 2020 #2
    Mr.Anderson

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    I am having strong regrets associated with strong urges right now, please someone answer.
     
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  3. May 26, 2020 #3
    Crackcocainebear

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    Hey man, keep your head up! That is completely normal. Your brain is messed up from all the porn that you've watched over the years. My advice is try to stay clean for at least 90 days. After that if you still feel atracted to transwomen, well, nothing wrong with that. Just stop watching porn so you can get clear view on your sexual path of life.
     
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  4. May 29, 2020 #4
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    The above is completely correct, just take time away and don't worry too much of where you will be, just take it each day at a time and see how you feel as time goes on. Try not to dwell on past experiences, they will come in to your mind, they're coming into my mind now which is why I'm on here helping people, but you will gain control of them and release the crazy energy they give you in to something better.
     
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  5. May 30, 2020 #5
    concerned22

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    You're not gay, just disturbed from all that porn. You're in a porn induced haze.
     
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