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Quitting transwoman Porn

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by SeekingLife, Jun 4, 2020.

  1. Jun 4, 2020 #1
    SeekingLife

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    I am legit scared about my sexuality.

    Been watching transwoman porn for the past several years and has resulted in a few instances of PIED when trying to have sex with girls.

    I've been so insecure since then, and am so afraid I cannot have sex with women.

    I've tried multiple times. I've went on a 60 day streak, a good few 30 days streaks - however I always find myself falling right back into the trap.

    I was holding strong at Day 7 and killed it today by watching transwoman porn again.

    Do i just need to face the reality that this is going to stick with me forever?

    This category of porn is literally so fucked. I'm still a virgin and I can't even imagine sex without 2 dicks.

    I know I'm attracted to women, but with transwomen, it's always 2 dicks involved. I'm just so confused.
     
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    SeekingLife, Jun 4, 2020
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  2. Jun 4, 2020 #2
    SeekingLife

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    And I know for a fact i'm not gay.

    Masculinity does not turn me on at all.

    When I look at transwoman porn, I'm always hunting for the most feminine transwoman. Any hint of masculinity, turns me off.

    So this is why i'm so confused. Is my sexuality just transwomen now or something?

    I want to love women and pussy like I once did. Please helppp
     
    SeekingLife, Jun 4, 2020
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  3. Jun 4, 2020 #3
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    A few questions. When you relapsed were they hard binge sessions? I feel like binge sessions would cause a lot of progress to be undone. Also did you try having sex with the girls during porn abstinence or was it when you were watching porn? You've indulged transwoman porn for years, so it will likely take years to go away. Just focus on not reinforcing the fetish and the strength of it should damper
     
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  4. Jun 4, 2020 #4
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    I don't think this is abnormal. People complain all the time about fetishes they acquire through abusing porn. The effects I had from porn use did not start to get better until several months (at least 4 or so) after quitting. It takes some time unfortunately, but at that point you find out what it is you really like, and if you don't like this anymore, it was porn induced.
     
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