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CHATURBATE ADDICTION

Discussion in 'Compulsive Sexual Behavior' started by Envoy-ofthe-End, May 22, 2020.

  1. GeeJ

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    Sorry, about that man. Whats triggering you specifically in this chat?
     
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  2. MixerAwersome

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    I didn't know what chaturbate mean and I searched
     
  3. Envoy-ofthe-End

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    Neither the old days nor the new are perfect, but I can certainly affirm that the old days were better.
    My only plan is to persevere or die trying, only failures give in and don´t stand back up. If they knock you down 1000 times, stand up 1001.

    I´ve only seen women as objects of desire, like a drug (been there too). As a kid I was always getting approached until now so I never developed the urgency to approach or make some sort of moves to get what I want. I think my brain is too used to getting what it wants so easily and that´s part of the problem. As a pre-teen in middle school a bunch of kids showed me some pictures of naked girls on the internet and ever since I got HOOKED. My next step was playboy and the rest is history. This sort of stuff bugs me because I´ve never really had confidence, if girls didn´t throw themselves I´d probably still be a virgin lol.

    Can you share your side of the story and what´s going on in your life?

    Have a splendid day, comrade!


    Sorry bro, don´t go back on there or you´ll be hooked on cocaine (figuratively). It´s worse too be honest.
     
  4. GeeJ

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    You looking that up could definitely be a trigger.
     
  5. GeeJ

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    Hey, Envoy.
    I agree about the old and bad not being perfect but the olden days were better.
    Die trying I like it, B.

    As objects, have you tried to flip the perspective on that on and think about them as people possibly like your sister you mother etc. And make them real, cause they got dreams and aspirations and loads of other things beside what you looking for.

    Stand up!!!!
    Yep.

    Try the I am a Gay Guy way of life. Like you tell them you Gay or some kind of deterrent to make them step back and not bother with you and maybe you could be friends and get to know them for reals.
    Sex is off the table completely.

    Try a different approach.

    Was hooked from 15 so about 15+ years plus.
    I was hooked to I was using 7 times 7 days a week for years.
    I just could not stop myself I loved the feeling. I always needed more but the more you get it still never satisfied me.
    I was running/racing a losing battle.
    Praise be to God, it has reduced. I still do it but even if I try to stop I can't.

    Cheerio.
     
  6. MixerAwersome

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    yeah I fapped after that,not on chaturbate but I searched what I like. Fuck man. I'm done with this shit. I'm doing hard mode now for 90 days
     
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  7. Envoy-ofthe-End

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    I´m going to be straight forward with you, homosexuality disgusts me. To me, it´s an abomination and part of the problem with the world today. I´m not going to dive into that right now as this does not have to do with my issue but just wanted to tell you why that method would definitely not work with me.

    I´ve tried to do as you said, think of them as human beings with feelings but they look at me the same way and I´m just like fuck it lol. I always thought that I was the one to make them into objects of pleasure but along my life I´ve found out they also consider me a toy to have fun with and it feels bad man. One of the biggest reasons I want to change is because I want to find a woman with a good heart. You know, you attract what you are. So if I keep on this path of sexual lust I will attract that, women that also only want to use me. Which I like but it only leads me to more emptiness.

    All in all, I´m going to be honest, I´ve been relapsing the past couple of days. Since I like to train calisthenics / weights, I went to do some exercise today at the park since the gyms are still closed and after finishing I felt exhausted. This garbage drains our manhood.

    I know you´ll be able to stop, I will to. This is the last of the drugs I need to stop, and it won´t defeat me.

    Onward ho, to battle!

    I used to do that as well, until I realized that all that other garbage was recorded in a studio and isn´t LIVE. In any case, porn is porn and it´s all a plot to destroy our manliness. Yes, let´s defeat this demon and be the men we are meant to be!
     
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  8. GeeJ

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    It was just an example to force a woman to look at you in a different perspective and for you to act like you are not attracted to her to try and help you change your perspective on woman as objects.

    Might have to update that and start telling these woman. No.
    Or maybe no sex before marriage or something just wipe out any expectations of sex in the short term.

    Woman can be dirty dogs aswell just the female variety, its a broken world.
    My Christian ladies the majority I do not think or see them acting like that but I could be wrong.

    I throw that back at yay.
    You want to find a woman with a good heart you gotta bring a good heart as well to the table if not you will find one and it might be a mess.

    You gotta let Christ fill that emptiness. The healer and my redeemer.

    Just dropping this, I am not perfect myself relapsed today ans yesterday and a week ago. An, I think every week before that with Chat bate.

    This is crazy its like, I think of saying something an I read on and you wrote what I was saying or just said.
    Where kinda on the same page, cool.

    Maybe, that's why these ladies chase you you must have that muscley gym body.
    I wonder why my work mate is working his butt off and other guys work their chops of for this body.
    I have never really seen the point, personally. I just want to be fit and healthy(Fit as in not like super muscley).
    That's cool, I have looked into calisthenics.

    Its like and addiction to food, we just have to work on it with God.
    God, made it correct in its proper setting(marriage) but we make it unnatural. (+Society).

    Stay blessed.
     
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  9. GeeJ

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    Could you refresh my memory on this hard mode?
    Sorry, you lapsed.
     
  10. MixerAwersome

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    I didn't talked about my hard mode in this thread.
    well I was doing hard hard and was on 26 th day when I couldn't escaped the feeling that Something is wrong with the way of nofap.
    I thought nofap is the reason for vanishing my morning wood.
    Now I have realised that I was in a flatline and it was my mistake to check wether everything is working fine.
    I'm back on hard-mode now( No Porn,No Mastrubation,No Orgasm,No Fantasizing,No Sexualizing women.)
     
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  11. Envoy-ofthe-End

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    I get what you´re saying dude, most men go to the gym because they want to look better and to attract but to be 100% honest I love to train because it gives me a feeling of strength and my body changing is a result of my effort. I train hard for myself, not to attract anyone. I attracted girls even when I was skinny so my body is not really the factor.

    Keep praying to God and he´ll help us overcome this illness.

    Nice dude, I´m on day 2 but trying not to think about it too much.
     
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  12. GeeJ

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    Yeah, you did I replied to it.
     
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  13. GeeJ

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    Cool, training for your own personal benefit.

    I try to forget about the counting and stuff myself.
     
  14. GeeJ

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    Cool, training for your own personal benefit.

    I try to forget about the counting and stuff myself.
     
  15. MixerAwersome

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    My Morning wood is back mate :)
     
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    I hope you never slip back to cocain or weed or any kind of drugs! Drugs are pure evil!-don't even try once!
    I know a case, a couple to be precize, where the men (a kurdish men) punched heroine in the cigarette of his partner (a turkish young girl) and she said after she was in the car to him "Why am I so shaking?" And this bastard said to her: "I put heroine in your cigarette, it is like you will have a flu" and he laughed with his sneaky smile like there is nothing happened. And since then this woman is addicted to heroine and had to go through the Methadon-programm. These people who sell drugs are sadists! They try to approach you and become your friend or your love but in reality they want you to suffer like they do, only because they dont want to be alone in their miserable life. A good father has nothing to do with drugs, so I hope you never touch drugs again . Sometimes I would punch those people who trick others just to consume drugs or saying that your sorrows will be less when you take drugs. You need transcendental meditation to relax and get stronger and not drugs!
     
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    I agree, doing drugs is just mostly to try to cope with a miserable life, void of happiness. PMO, is a drug on its own, comparable and even worse than cocaine...
     
  18. Envoy-ofthe-End

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    UPDATE

    NO PMO Day 19

    Alright guys so I´m just gonna post a small update on my progress. I´m battling it out everyday, it´s been a hassle but slowly but surely I´m getting there. I´ve been in a terrible flatline since monday, with almost to no motivation, strength is diminished (although I´m noticeably more lean, veins are poppin´), no morning wood as of today even though I generally got the wood even if I was PMOing almost everyday.

    Part of me wants to go out and meet people and talk to girls but when I think about it I get mentally scared of rejection and put it off. So generally, even if I´m not horny and I think dirty I just think about those cam girls, it annoys me to no end but it just tells me I have a lot to go to get my mind and body clean. Also worth noting that before this week when I went out for walks, I felt a bit good and I noticed from the corner of my eye that some girls were checking me out and a lady that lives in my building wanted to make small talk and I bailed lol. Sometimes when I feel down and it reflects in the way I carry myself girls don´t stare as much and it pisses me off but then I remember I wouldn´t approach them so why does it even matter? I just want to get out of the flatline, burst full of energy and manliness and then when they stare I´ll just say " Hello mamasita, how are you?" haha.

    Come on guys, lets get motivated and lets dominate! Next will be my month update, you betcha!
     
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  19. GeeJ

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    Stay Strong.
     
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