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NoFap Day 4 - very close to relapse

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by SJV, Jun 10, 2020.

  1. SJV

    SJV Fapstronaut

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    I’m on day 4 of NoFap and can’t hold it anymore. Breath is heavy and feel tingling in my penis, just want to bust a nut and get it done with. I’m too horny and feel like clasping anything I can lay my hands on.
     
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  2. BuiltOdd

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    You just described one of those 'cold shower' moments. They're what hold us all back. Find strength where you can. The addiction will try to keep you hyper focused on it. I've had a bunch of mini-streaks end by those uncontrollable urges for a fix. We have to find a way past them.
     
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  3. SJV

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    Thanks for the suggestion. It feels like I’m gonna lose my mind and snap at someone if it continues. Will try the cold shower!
     
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  4. | Nico |

    | Nico | Distinguished Fapstronaut
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    Hi and welcome to the community :) wish you all the best on your journey, if you have any questions or concerns please dont hesitate to ask. Take care
     
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  5. SJV

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    Day 6 - getting massive urges to watch porn. Don’t care abt Fap but I’m sure it will go that way once I start watching porn.
     
  6. SJV

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    Dude he just yelled at me :(. Porn or fab is the last thing on my mind now :mad:.

    Thinking if I must say thanks!
     
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  7. Great to read somebody going through the same shit as me! Whenever I'm in that place, I step outside the front door (fresh-air, the cheap version of the cold-shower!) and log unto NF for 10 minutes. So far it's worked! #dosomethingdifferent
     
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  8. SJV

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    Day 7.5 - glad I made it this long. Had a fun day traveling after a long time. Tired and lil drunk, mind kinda wants to nut. 7.5 is quite an achievement, never held it this long.
     
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  9. juniosuto

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    this is true yesterday i woke up with a wet dream, it was my body releasing that energy, but today i thought i was gonna be felling low, turns out to be better im improving energy and mindset
     
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  10. SJV

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    Day 8 - was very close to nutting while edging. Took some resolve to stick to monk hood. Need some love, need some human touch!
     
  11. Thank you just woke up with a diamond breaker begging me to use it, I needed a reminder of the nonsense thinking I was experiencing
     
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  12. SJV

    SJV Fapstronaut

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    Day 9 - work’s been giving me high today, it’s a nice feeling. Would love to give my little guy a small treat, he’s been a good boy. Would love to hear how the other Fapstronauts beat the stress? Is touching self and edging okay?
     
  13. melville

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    Good job on reaching day 9. I don't recommend touching, it'll only make it harder. Find something else to do
     
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  14. SJV

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    Thanks, out for a 5 mile run!
     
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  15. melville

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    That's more like it! ;-)
     
  16. SJV

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    Day 10 - hitting hard times now, could not sleep well yesterday night and found myself humping in half consciousness. Was real close to nutting but better sense prevailed. I am irritated and grumpy, brain fog has returned. Have a important meeting today and I just wanna get it done with to concentrate better.

    Holding up as of now, taking one minute at a time.
     
  17. SJV

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    Day 11 - day started well, slept well since I had a drink last night. Currently depressed since it feels like I have nothing to lift spirits. There are no urges, but it’s kinda depressing.

    Have lost weight since I’ve been consistent on doing exercises and eating healthy.
     

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