Will I ever be able to make love again without thinking about past pmo behavior?

It comes with time man. But after you have lived a rational and morally good life for a while, the guilt and shame will subside. Hang in there and have faith. This will make you a better man guaranteed.

 

In short, yes! After a while into this you would find yourself not able to remember much from what you ever watched online. Maybe few scenes that you really like, but most of it would be blank. That's what happened with me once when i got to day 40, i was unable to recall in my memory a scene i watched hundred times or more. It was like i never have seen it. My memory was blank.

Stay golden!

 

Yes to this. I knew I was making progress when images of my favorite P stars started popping into my head much less regularly. And now it's to the point I'm starting to forget their names. These are women I spent years looking at on a screen and now it's like they don't even exist. When I do drift into fantasy now (my next frontier to conquer) it's almost always about someone I personally know, or some "perfect stranger" ... not a porn skank. As long as I don't "go back there" I expect this progression to continue.

 

I can't say. But more PMO won't help. It'll only make things worse. Just focus on recovery. Hopefully then you can have a normal sex life!