I feel so weak. Sometimes. Possibly always.

I feel so weak. Sometimes. Possibly always.
Because the truth is that I have tried to get rid of my addiction ever since it started. But silly me kept falling back.
Nowadays though, it never goes overboard as it used to.

Thing is though I believe it has contributed greatly to my anxiety, as if it is a part of me. Sometimes it feels like another part of me is playing games with me. As said, my addiction comes and goes. But my anxiety is nowadays constant.

Starting today, I am never going back. Because I am so much better. I believe in myself to the fullest.