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Hocd and gay thoughts please help

Discussion in 'Compulsive Sexual Behavior' started by YoungGunner00, Jun 18, 2020.

  1. YoungGunner00

    YoungGunner00 Fapstronaut

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    So this is my third post i just wanna share my thoughts and experiences. So in last 2019 and 2020 i was alone and couldn't meet my girlfriend for some reasons. So i want to experiment on myself what if i like fucking my friend whose a little feminine i imagined about him and started masturbating but i ended thinking about his mom and finished. This happened twice or thrice as i said in my earlier post i was very much into PM. After masturbating thinking about him and his mom i didn't know if i liked or not but i was satisfied. So i get disgusted about kissing a boy or holding his penis i just to like to do him from behind and nothing else. Never felt romantic or anything else. After sometime i was very bored and horny so i was using omegle and couldn't find a girl to talk so i talked to gay and didn't think I've ever sexted him and i went to straight porn to satisfy myself. only 2 incidents happened in my adulthood that sounds like gayish. What are you opinions guys i just couldn't handle the thoughts so i wanted to share. Please help. And yes i i w constantly sex chatting girls with at that time also.
     
  2. Ricardotardo

    Ricardotardo Fapstronaut

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  3. YoungGunner00

    YoungGunner00 Fapstronaut

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    I can't see your comments
     
  4. fedmom

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    I have a method that might cure HOCD but I don't know if it would work if you're dominant. Have you spoken to a doctor about it?
     
  5. YoungGunner00

    YoungGunner00 Fapstronaut

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    Nopei can't find a doctor in my area
     
  6. Ricardotardo

    Ricardotardo Fapstronaut

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    Don't think you're gay if its purely sexual. If you haven't considered being gay before puberty then you most likely aren't. The thoughts may seem real but they really aren't, they tend to disguise themselves so that you masturbate to porn again.
     
  7. DrabToLight

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    Psychology Today quotes: "HOCD remains largely unrecognized in the larger therapeutic community". It's not real. You are straight. Porn is a lie. Live in the real world. This an easy one. HOCD is a made-up thing. So, don't stress it. Porn CANNOT make you gay.
     
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  8. Byzek

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    During puberty sexuality evolves.
    Mayve he is gay maybe not. The only thing to find out is to meet a guy
     
  9. iwontfail67

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    OP don’t pay attention to this Byzek guy, he’s a troll that’s spreading negative suggestions on various Hocd related forms. I believe he has a personal vendetta against such posts, otherwise he wouldnt go through all this effort just to bring people down.
     
    Last edited: Jun 28, 2020

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