[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Enjoy!!

 

GLIMPSE OF DAY 6 [help help help]
today was a very difficult day of me ,,, first i decided to wacth the content of salil jamdaar on quitting porn those were mind blowing videos which told me the reality of porn and masturbation but after watching those videos i found it very hard at someplaces which i willl explain now

< i got so motivated by those videos but he had used the name of pornstars and the types of porn which are there in that industry
<i really know that he just wanted us to quit porn as he also suffered from this alot
< but when i heard the names of pornstars and their specialities i found very hard to control my urges and my past came in front of me and many porn videos started flashing in front of me .
<basically he was trying to mention the real truth of porn industry and sex trafficing in his video and at some extent he proved the vulgarity of pmo and how we will become after many years of porn
< i learnedmany things from that videos but due to those videos i started getting back the urges
< at the time when i am tuping this thread , some pornstar name is continuously flashing in front of me and my brain is manipulating me to search for those pornstars on instagram
< if i will control these urges then i will get benifit from salil's video
< salil basically depictd the the life of pornstars which suffered in porn industry and they faced alot of problems in shooting porn videos those were really an eyeopener to me but at the same time some porn videos of the same pornstars started coming in my mind and these generated the urges to watch porn but i didn't watched porn
< this was a very hard day and i learned alot but now also i am getting those urges and i think that those urges will come in my mind for the next 2 / 3 days
< so i request you guys to help me in this and what should i do here in this position as urges coming in my mind is not of searching porn , the urges are simply to open the instagram of the pornstars which i heard in salil's video
< in salil's video i also learned about Erectile Dysfunction and Premature Ejaculation but he used some types of brutal porn in his videos which attracted my attention and my brain satarted giving me the signal to to watch that kind of sex not for fun but for the curiosity that what happened in this
<i am really facing problms guys , plzz help me

 

27.
gets harder and harder but I gotta push forward.

 

Day 43/90. Yesterday I didn't sleep well and despite doing a lot of fun and important things I was exhausted and felt a little uneasy. I slept a lot better last night and have gotten some work done and hopefully will be hanging out with a friend so I'm looking forward to that.

 

bro please guide me as i am feeling very low , you can read my latest forum as something very bad happened to me

 

Day 28/90

 

Day 13!
I have a Bar Mizvah!

 

Day 10.
Feeling unbeatable.

 

Hello Friends,

Real quick check-in because I don’t have much time to spare.

Realized I skipped a day. Staying Honest and Staying Accountable, Day 32 and 33/90.

Have been very ‘busy’ as of late but doesn’t feel like I’m making a lot of meaningful purposeful progress in a few areas, specifically financial and business.

Staying focused none the less. Nofap challenge is going strong in full effect. Perhaps my identity is changing slightly and self image/esteem improving.

Although the final product seems unclear, I’m trusting the process here.

Hope all of you are doing well!

Cheers,
Lamboskovich

 

Day 57

 

27 days done...keep going...let’s just get one more

 

Day 3

 

Day 32 hell yaa baby.

 

day one

 

Yeeep man, i am on the second day and i see only positive finish

 

Hi @BLUEFACEop,
I can understand your struggle and it's good that you realize what triggers you into PMO.

Some things I found really helpful:
1) Stop using Facebook /Instagram for some time or only every other day.

2) Take cold showers.
It's uncomfortable but I always feel 100% energized and ready to tackle the day.

3) Find new hobbies
If you find yourself with a lot of free time you should use it. Whenever I was bored I used to binge on porn.

4) Focus on your goals
Why exactly do you want to stop PMO? If you have the answer to that you should avoid everything that is not helpful to get you to your goal.

Stay strong!

 

Day 50

 

Check in. Day 80/90.

 

Day 7/90
Total clean days - 21
Total relapses - 5
Total P without MO - 1
Total hours remaining - 1983

I did watch porn for an hour and then stopped. I was surfing through porn and not watching one video but still I admit that I did wrong. My question is do I need to reset my counter or continue. I added how many times I watch porn to remind me in future.

 

TYSM BRO