Reminder, if you have relapsed... know that you are forgiven through Jesus<3

You are being prayed for! Right now, I think that you need to remember that Jesus does forgive you - his death on the Cross was payment for your sins. It is because of Jesus that you are forgiven, and that you can rebound from this, knowing that you are loved by God.

It is so easy to fall into the trap of overwhelming guilt and self hatred. But Jesus said "it is finished". His death on the cross was the payment for our sins. If we just believe that what he did was enough for us, we will be saved. Not only saved for eternal life, but released from the prison of guilt and condemnation. You are not a failure. And there is nothing we can do to earn God's favor or affection, because it is simply a gift of God, not of works. God won't love you anymore even if you go 1000 days of nofap. He won't love you any less if you just relapsed 2 min ago.

Just trust that He is faithful and will not hold your sin against you, if you have trusted in Jesus

"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,[a] neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord." (Romans 8:38-39)

You are forgiven and when you confess your sins to God, its as if He remember your sins no more. He blots out your transgressions

What a wonderful thing! God has forgiven you