[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 89/90

 

Well done!

 

Welcome

 

1/90

I'm committed to trying again, even though I'm sure I've failed over a hundred times by this point.

@hermitthefrog Thanks for the response and advice! I tried meditating today and it was really helpful. It actually led straight to some journaling which was also enlightening. A good start for sure and I plan to keep pairing those activities daily, meditation and journaling.

@Merry Terry Thanks for your advice and idea! I think this is a good strategy and I'll find some way to incorporate it into my life. I'm already certain that I'll start to see patterns...it's probably the same 4-5 issues that I'm always running away from. Fortunately, my work arrangement and schedule is very flexible and allows me to get away when I need to, so that's good!

@Pone Good thought! I like to take breaks frequently to take a walk outside. I bet I could use this time to listen to my emotional self. I definitely agree with you, our emotional self is very much like a child that needs attention and to be heard.

Thanks for the support guys! Knowing that you guys are here for me helps me get right back up and start over after a relapse.

 

We can be accountability partners if you want, I am in my 10th day

 

YEAH SURE do you have telegram account ,,, you can add me @BLUEFACEop ,,,

 

Good job, keep going man

 

I had this experiment before starting this challenge and I got a way to forget what I have seen and so do not relapse. Whenever I see a photo which cause my heart pumps faster and think about PMO, first thing I do is swipe and then immediately, I will either talk to a friend for long time about different topics (or go out and do some activity with him or her) or I will do some activity (sports like football, ...) which drain lots energy and so after that I forgot what I wanted to do. The important thing is that you should not be alone.

Keep going, I watch you post every day. You can do this man

 

Great to have you! Stay sharp!

 

Day 20.

 

Day 0/90
Day 9 of PMO

 

2 days

 

5/90 PMO

Almost no urges last couple of days. Happy but confused.

 

Thanks, man. Appreciate your words!
Onwards and upwards

 

Checking in...
Day 7/90

 

Haha nice. Actually after I replied to your post, I went back and re-watched it as well. It had been so long since I'd seen it that I couldn't really remember the story. Great refresher, but damn, that is one intense movie. I think I made a mistake eating popcorn during those first ten minutes..... not a good idea to be eating anything.

And I now know that the quote in your signature is also from the movie! Hopefully you'll never be saying that in front of a judge.

 

Haha

Chocolate especially would have been a bad idea...

It is quite an intense movie. The second one is a bit more calm.

When I was creating this profile, I had that quote pop into my head. So I thought I'd do homage to old rents and his struggle with addiction. I suppose I saw some parallels.

People have assumed I'm a Christian because of that quote when actually I'm a Buddhist.

 

And I just realized that this too is from the movie! Man I'm gonna be analyzing all your posts from now on for references

Yes indeed, chocolate would have been a big big mistake. I'm pretty sure I would have thrown it up.

Never did see the 2nd one. Will probably wait a while to feel more of the 'passage of time' after just rewatching the first.

That is funny about the quote. Good stuff lol.

I read recently that Underworld originally refused to let Born Slippy be used in the movie (song played at the end while R. quietly slips away) because they thought the movie would glorify drug use. Then the director let the group see clips of the more hardcore drug scenes to show them that it was in fact the opposite, and they instantly agreed.

Well I'd love to stay here and chat, but need to get back to watching '100 Best Goals'

 

Day 73 of 90 complete! (No P)

 

Day 70 of 90 complete!