BEAT YOUR LONGEST STREAK

You are doing great Jefe! Glad to see you in the momentum

 

Happy Evening
Day 26

 

Happy Evening
Day 26..........

 

14/90 Two weeks in!

I actually could use some help. Starting yesterday evening my mind has not been as focused (due to lack of sleep mostly) and I've been allowing stray fantasy sexual thoughts to roam longer than I should. I've noticed what was happening and got myself under control but it's already got my head in that space and this morning when I woke up it happened again. Again, when I finally came to my senses I refocused my thoughts and reaffirmed my nofap goals and reminded myself why it's important to not let thoughts like this take hold, but I feel like I'm losing important ground here and I'm worried that I'm not far from falling into familiar traps. Any advice, even and especially obvious advice, would be appreciated right about now. How do I keep my thoughts from going to the sexual when I'm seeing a tendency of the brain to want to do that more and more recently?

 

19/150
going to cut down on physical possession, saying this for over a weak already to myself, only sold my bed so far

GUYS WHY, WHY DID WE EVER WATCHED PORN IN THE FIRST PLACE
I JUST DROVE BY A BEAUTIFUL GIRL, AND IF IT WERE NOT FOR ME BEING A FLATLINING CUNT, IT COULD HABE BEEN A ROMANTIC EVENING WTFWERWGTRETNBSR
im on day fucking 19, i know 4 years ago in longest streak i was flatlining for 120+ days
i was so bored today, went and did pull ups, push up, sqauds in a park out of BOREDOM
i dont play video games, i dont read
i dont have interest in learning any of the coding garbage
lets see what i come up with tomorrow.

FUCK ME FOR NOT APPROACHING THE GIRL, it is of no avail, she went sit down at driving station, probably gone by now, but im going to go out just to recheck AS I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO DO ANYWAY LOL

 

she wasnt there anymore

but i dont regret i did what i did, why i dont know and thats ok
was still a somewhat beautiful experience on a level, because i felt something

bright future, beauty and healthy enjoyment of life are coming to me.
I remain self confident and fear nothing. Lets go.

 

Can you please tell us of your experiences during your 99 days please?

Thanks

 

Day 2/70

 

It's a very hard battle ,man. After a long streak you believe to be invincible but when you start to MO again , the dependence reappears.
The possibility to MO with porn subs... because you think you have rebooted
I still don't know how to act in these cases
There're stories about people that left Nofap rebooted , without problems

 

Happy Evening
Day 27/100 @Jefe Rojo

 

9th day guys!!
(37 is my best streak)

I think i am officially back on track. I haven't written since my last relapse. I had again very anxious days. The reason was an exam at uni. But i think i did it perfect today at the exam. I was very happy after that. I faced a lot of HUGE urges the last days and i felt very strong too.
But as I was very happy this day i feel an emptiness/loneliness afterwards and ended up edging on instagram sexy models. I was a click away from porn i think but i restrained myself. I realized that there is a connection between my extreme hapiness and emptiness afterwards and i will observe it. Often when i am happy these feelings pop up. I think that happens because of my obsession (not so much currently) to find a gf. Even if I succeed at something important i fell lonely and like something is absent. And a nice quote here in my country says: Everytime something is absent. So I have to continue on working more and more on my myndset. I think i am on a good path.

You are very inspirational guys!! Good luck!

 

49/111

 

Happy Evening
Day 28 @Jefe Rojo

 

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