It's crazy how much better I do when I am seriously restricted?

So when I put my self in a situation where I basically can't access any porn or artificial sexual stimulation vs when I can easily access anything I want, the difference is like night and day.

When I basically can't access any porn or artificial sexual stimulation I basically never relapse on any porn or artificial sexual stimulation.

Where as when I can access anything I want I usually end up on out of control PMO binges.

This really frustrates me, as we know how easily accessible porn and artificial sexual stimulation needs to be on every device these days. It seems to need to be mandatory that it is easily and instantly accessible on every device these days.

This really frustrates me, because I can see the difference with how well I do when I am so restricted. So it just frustrates me because I feel like I am going to need to go through my life constantly going out my way to seriously restrict my self.

 

Yeah. I feel like I just naturally and usually quite easily go without it when I can't get it. This isn't the case when I can easily get it though. It's completely different.