[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

I'm at the 4-day mark now. I have tried abstinence before, reached a 21-day goal, but then relapsed. Every time I try to rid my self of this habit, I set an end date in mind, and all throughout the journey think of making it to that date, spending every ounce of my energy fighting the urge and the temptation, thinking about how wonderful it'll be to finally start again. I've been approaching this program the wrong way. It's not about when I'll able to pleasure myself again, instead, it's about getting rid of this habit altogether. And so, this time I did not start out with an end date in mind, and I can already tell the difference. I hardly think about it anymore, and when I do, I feel reinvigorated with a strange sense of power that I can't quite explain. I know it's only been 4 days, but I want to feel this way for as long as possible. I don't want to be a celibate, I want to take a wife and have lots of kids, but I will no longer be a slave to my sexual desires.

 

Day 5/90
Total clean days - 22
Total PMO - 20
Total P - 2
Total hours remaining - 2040
1st Goal - 7 days
Days remaining - 2
Goal completed - 0

Getting closer to my first goal not going to blow it. Each day is important and I should be careful. It's the first hurdle of my journey.

 

Day 36/90

 

Thanks for the invite TW, but I like to go 30 at a time so I'll be moving on to the 120. Hope to see some of you there!

Just watch out for that baby.....

Congrats Titu! Keep up the good work!

 

Day 85 of 90 complete! (No P)

 

Day 82 of 90 complete!

 

Congrats!
Right behind ya!
Day 85, 2.040 hours of the rest of my life

5 days left

 

Congrats!!!! Did you do it completely clean with no peeking? If so, well done as I am unable to refrain from peeking on all streaks so far. What is your secret?

 

Day 8/90
Day 533 at attempting this challenge
Day 183 weigh training (M, W, F)
Day 2 Jogging (Tues &Thurs)
Day 55 No caffeine and no alcohol
Lifestyle: reduced desserts

Over the one week hump now .... Only 11 more weeks to go.

 

Baby Dawn.

Well, she wasn't mine.

 

Well I have had very low libido for months partly because of medication, but also of dopamine inbalance. I wouldnt say completely clean but I met the goals I made for myself at the beginning. Zero orgasms during this timeframe, apart from few wet dreams.

 

Day 3/90

 

thanks man & well done on reaching 87 days

 

Day 14 checking in I think I'm in the flatline for quite a few days though, three days to be specific, cause I'm suddenly getting my old short span memory back or maybe it's just my lack of sleep and just tired mind and body of being too productive with school and exercise.

 

Day 76

 

Day 21/90

 

Day 54 up.

 

Day 86, 2.064 hours of the rest of my life

4 days left

 

Congs @Titu

 

Day 89