Wtf is wrong with me!?

Duuude you seriously complaining about girls noticing you too much? lol What do you regret exactly?? If you notice a girl signaling you just interact with her, and if its a match good for you. JUST DEW IT.

 

be a man and make up your mind. Its a valid choice not to react to the signals. If you have reason to deny them don't feel bad about it. You are a valuable person and you have the right to choose.
Eventually when someone signals who you like, you will react to her.

 

So it sounds to me like this is either a "Hey, look at me!" post or its a sincere post from a guy who's trying desperately to fight a sexual addiction. I'll give you the benefit of the doubt here and hope for the second. If that's the case, then I'd say your best bet is to get a sponsor, an AP or two, and a CSAT, and talk about this with all of them. Start working the 12 steps of recovery and things will work out.