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Would you call this progress?

Discussion in 'Compulsive Sexual Behavior' started by Belgermont, Jul 10, 2020.

  1. Belgermont

    Belgermont Fapstronaut

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    So I'm trying to stay away from all porn, because I've regressed to some really dark places. I've been fapping to the vilest, most hardcore porn for close to a decade now. Regular sex, vanilla porn, even seeing a hot girl naked does absolutely nothing for me anymore. In an effort to get rid of all this garbage I've blocked literally everything I can think of, went for OpenDNS, installed passworded content blockers, blocked all apps on my phone except whatsapp and the barebones necessities, and handed the passwords to everything to my wife.

    The thing is, the urge to M is still very strong, and my mind is still racing to find porn. So a funny thing happened. I got my hands on what is basically an old bikini calender that used to hang in my dad's garage. All it's got is bikini babes, no nudity of any kind. And I got the biggest boner of my life flipping through the thing. It's only been a week and it feels like my mind has already decided that regular stimuli are actually worth popping boners over, because it used to be that this sort of stuff wouldn't even register to me as something sexual or interesting. I'm contemplating getting rid of the magazine, but it feels so bizarre. Like a milestone or a trophy.

    So is this normal? I thought it would take me months or maybe like a year to get rid of all this shit in my mind.
     
  2. It's not progress. How would you consider it progress if you can't get erect from natural things such as hot women in bikinis but get hard from looking at a calendar which has a hot girl in it makes you go hard?
     
  3. PerseveranceToday

    PerseveranceToday Fapstronaut

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  4. Joe1023

    Joe1023 Fapstronaut

    I don't understand why it would even be a question as the whether or not you should COMPLETELY eradicate any and all things porn and P-sub related from your life entirely. It sounds like an alcoholic who's wondering whether or not its a good idea to hang out in a bar and order a beer, but not drink it.
    Why would he order the beer?
    Why would he sit in front of the beer?
    And most importantly, why would he even be in a bar in the first place?
     

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