THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Together we can do this! First week is nearly done for me!

 

Day 8

 

HEY guys day 21 here ;; i want to confess something that today something very wrong happened ;; in afternoon my youtube crashed due to which the safe search got disabled as it was permanently enabled from last few months ;; when the safe search disabled i was able to see the comments and then i started feeling uncomfortable then i started checking that adult content are blocked here on youtube or not so i searched for a pornstar and some videos appeared , which were not porn but they are the videos of pornstars so they should be blocked but they were not from that time i really started feeling uncomfortable and i watched some of those videos ,those were not porn but they were bit instigating . i tried to fix this glitch many times but it didn't . my google safesearch was working good but youtube not ,,, from that time my mind is full of urges as those videos were of a pornstars whom i used to watch alot now i am feeling better but urges are here only ;; i will not search anything in future like this but this was a really big mistake i did ;;; GUYS PLEASE HELP ME IN FIXING THESE YOUTUBE RESTRICTED MODE AS IN PAST I LOCKED FOR PERMANENTLY AND I COULDN'T ABLE TO UNLOCK IT BUT THIS TIME THERE ARE OPTION TO DISABLE THAT AND WHEN I SEE THEM I FEEL URGES AND START FEELING UNCOMFORTABLE and whenever i go on youtube for anything those urges pops in my mind ;; PLEASE GIVE ME ADVISE AS HOW CAN I MANAGE THIS SITUATION AS I DON'T WANT TO RELAPSE AS THIS IS MY LONGEST STREAK AND I DON'T WANT TO BREAK THIS

 

Day 158

 

Hey bro,I think that if you take steps to prevent getting aroused straight away after you realized the trigger at work(like those images on youtube you don't want to see) you gonna be just fine.I mean take your eyes-attention away ,close those pictures realizing them for what they are and think and see what you intend to see...maybe it is a bit difficult if you never done it before.

 

yes bro but i will not give up and will survive this at any cost

 

`RELAPSED -___-
i literally relapsed blindly , i didn't watched porn but i masturbated , i literally relapsed due to an urge , i am starting from beginning and my last streak was for 21 days and this time i want to beat that , this relapsed was due to youtube and i really want something to block adult content on youtube , i really want to enable restricted mode on it forever , please guys help in in this ,,

 

Day 6.

 

Day 11.

 

Day 0. I relapsed. I felt it coming. I already had a hard time the last couple of days, but today, i finally broke. It doesn't feel like i've lost everything, because this was my longest streak in years, and i definitely made some huge steps towards better time management and being more active and stuff. I just don't have to relapse the next couple of days, because i feel i am the weakest in this period. Also, i try to check in every day again, cause that slipped to and kept me reminded of my goals and route. Stay faithful, stay confident and stay busy.

 

Day 2

 

Day 55, went to the book store and bought some books to read to pass the time. Some good stuff. A Book of Five Rings by Miyamoto Musashi and The Art of War by Sun Tzu. I have read both many times, and feel better having copies in my posession. Now to start a rant about known knowns and known unknowns and unknown unknowns with a friend of mine.

 

Day 7

 

Day 15!

 

Day 12.

 

Hi ,just checking in.
...and well the urges and triggers today are quite strong.Even when meditating thoughts about past experiences kept jumping into my attention and it takes quite an effort to divert your attention.
Alright lets recap on the inspirational(carrots) and motivational(sticks) factors:
-The carrots(if you keep yourself clear from this drug):clear mindedness/thinking,lots of energy to deal with everyday challenges,good memory and control over impulses,good sleep and good reputation(its based on good memory and impulse control) and essential energy goes to developing body structures if you are still young
-The sticks(if you indulge in PMO for the sake of fleeting feeling and temporary blanket of forgetfulness towards your problems):foggy head,no clear thinking,bad memory,apathy and lack of energy to deal with or even to understand everyday challenges,bad reputation( due to the previous and due to difficulties in communication,performance, and to the tons of broken promises and commitments),big chance to get into traffic accident if you are driving,weird health problems like join,head and bodily pains and aches of unknown origin and tons of lost time(especially for those who like to edge).
I think its a good idea to read trough carrots and stick before you do something stupid.