THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

Just wanted to share a thought to you all. I really did not feel to well today and was just angry today. I felt this journey was utterly useless and that I might have not any improvement with my social skills, women, and more importantly, the trajectory of my life. I felt I was taking the wrong path and I should turn back. Then, I remembered, its only been a bit over two weeks since I made the choice of change. I kinda made a quote to myself today, and what I said was, "what if you take the risk of going back and staying, but what if you take the risk of going forward and never going back". That quote to myself, I kinda made up in the moment really just pushed me to stay grounded! Also, I watched a video from a Terry Crews about his own porn addiction. He gave the audience an acronym entitled, H.A.L.T (Hungry, Angry, Lonely, or Tired). Today I identified that I was all these at that moment. So instead of going back to porn, I decided to fulfill all my H.A.L.T needs and I must say, it helps a bunch. I just wanted to share this in hopes I reach at least one person. Please stay strong and stay grounded. I am on day 16 and still going strong guys. Some days I feel like Clark Kent and other days I feel like Superman. Today was a Clark Kent day but I prevailed! Condition the mind in a victorious mindset so on hard days you are trained to win! STAY STRONG BROTHERS! WE ARE ALL FIGHTING THIS TOGETHER!

 

Day 11

 

Day 6/100

 

Exactly, if we put the pros and cons down on a paper, we will find out there is actually really nothing for us to give up. There are only HUGE gains for us to make. If we put things to perspective, there is only one choice we can make and that is to continue our journey to freedom! It's not so nice ofcourse that you felt bad today, but tomorrow there is a new day where you feel probably much better again! Giving in to the urge of PMO is not gonna make you calm down or make you feel happier, actually quite the opposite. So keep up the good work man!

 

I'm feeling alot urges, I don't want to break my steak

 

Day 8

 

95th

St. Thomas Aquinas, model of chastity, pray for us

 

1/100

 

i dont think im on the position to hope that i can come back real soon, im not positive enough right know lol

there are thing's that i must learned, especially discipline...the key factor that im lacking

its amazing bro,,keep up the good works

wonderfull choice,, you took the right option to fight with it,,,,say if u relapse right know all u write will be full of regrets . congrats

 

day five

tomorrow is week end , and im planning to work my project which will be full of stress day

i just hope that stress did not escalate to porn (like last week)

 

5/ 100 DSC Feeling okay. Connected with my wife and had sex with the Mrs. last night. SO much for hard mode.

 

(1)31 checking in.

 

Checking in Day One.

 

Heavy with desires. Desire for productivity.
Day 12 game strong!

 

Day 9

Come on, warriors, let's end this damn addiction.

 

Yesterday I saw a woman in a swimsuit and one thing led to another...

But this time I will be more strict, disciplined and serios...

With your help, all of us will make it

Checking in day 0

PD: Sorry if I made a grammatical mistake ... I am learning English

 

11/100
Just another mobile status update...experiencing the dreaded flatline, but I'm making it through!

 

Day 14

 

Checking in day 89 happy weekend guys

 

Day 7/100