16 day win!!!!

Hi everyone so like that tittle says it’s been 16 days since I started this nofap no PMO journey and so it’s been a rollercoaster. It’s been a bit a easier than I thought to stay from porn but the urges to masturbate are stronger than I thought. So I have been keeping myself busy, very busy. And it’s been helping quite a bit. I’ve always been a health freak when it comes to my body or anyone’s body for that matter, but I have been seeing some withdrawal symptoms that are not quite healthy.

I have been having insomnia! Like crazy!!!! And it’s not because I am not tired, I workout like crazy to use all the energy that I have now because it’s a lot. I have never experienced this kind of energy before! My insomnia is more due to my mind going crazy! There’s songs playing on the background, past memories, too many body sensations etc. but even if I don’t get a good night sleep-I still manage to get energy in the morning.

I have also been have mood swings but I’m thinking positive and I stop myself every time I feel like I’m about to explode !!! Which helps a lot. But it still is a battle everyday.

As far my penis well there hasn’t been much change. I did get an spontaneous erections on day 10. It was without touching or anything. I was sitting on the couch watching Netflix and it just happened. I got excited but I decided not to do anything about it and it lasted about 5 minutes, I was very happy ! Besides that I haven’t gotten morning wood but then again I can’t remember the last time I actually got it. It was ages ago and I want that feeling again which is why I’m sticking to it. But that spontaneous boner proves nothing psychical is wrong down there!!!

there are also two things that came as a positive surprised from this journey so far and one is that I understood and realized that I used my used my phone for nothing but shit. So I find myself now using my phone less and less and LESS! And I don’t miss it. And In return I’m more social. I want to speak with people, connect with people, I crave human interaction! Yes I want to touch my penis but I much rather have a connection with someone instead of making myself tired for nothing! I also finally finish reading my second book in all of my 24 years of living !!! That’s insane! Only 2 books? Come on!!!! But I’m determined to read more and creat a new life style.

the second thing that happen which was very unexpected for me was that I told my best friend about my issue. To my surprised...SHE, yes a girl, not just any girl but my best friend told that SHE went through the same issue!!! I couldn’t believe it and so she has been helping me so much already because she understands. We’re not alone guys and though it seems like miles and miles away from being a normal healthy guy you have to believe that it is true and it is POSSIBLE. Shit I have my days where I’m not as positive but I force myself to be! And I know WE, not only me, but WE will get there. Because we suffer more in our minds than in real life ! I will do another update I’m a few weeks and let y’all know about the successes! In the mean time stay busy ! We can do this !