Are crossdressers gay?

For as long as I remember, at least when I was 16, I can only get turned on by crossdressers, not women, not men. Last month I was seriously thinking about meeting a crossdresser to see if I really was attracted to them. I don't know what turns me on, if it is the humiliation, or them being feminine.
As a side note, futanari or trans porn doesn't turn me on.

 

Damn

 

I'm not sure it matters whether or not liking them is gay, but what matters is how do you feel about it? Do you feel like this is something that you need to change? Is this something that developed with pm use like with most of us? If it is, then yes it's something that will subside with rebooting like it has with others and myself. If it isn't, it still will subside with a reboot because any pm use isn't helping you. There must be something appealing about women if you find mtf attractive! My friend who's gay will not go for trans and that's the case with most gay men too, because they're not attracted to women. So it is the feminity that draws you in but you've been warped one way or another, bro.

 

I edited the post, I wasn't aware trap could be used as a slur.
The best I can do is a reboot, see you in 90 days