The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 27: Some minor urges for the first time in a quite awhile. Going to stay off my phone and just relax and focus on feeling better.

 

it is not worth it my man

 

Day 34 checked in

 

Day 5 completed of the Lord of the Rings Challenge. Going to stay strong and bring glory to myself. We're all going to make it.

 

2 Days down...

 

Yep, that's what I have done but it's still dangerous nonetheless

Day 48
I believe that staying busy is the key part of it. There is an important thing to consider tho. You need to create a hectic schedule. There must be at least one thing that you want to do in your leisure time. For example, you want to learn a new language. You sign up for a course and you see that there are some deadlines. You need to force yourself to complete these courses way before the deadline. That's what I do and it's working

 

Day 10.

I'm on a family travel, so that's the reason why I'm not posting so frequently. But it's very important, a form to remind you your goals: to get rid of PMO and become a better version of you. You decide: Smeagol... or Gollum!

St. Agnes of Rome pray for us.

 

Very disappointed..
At last the thing I was fearing happened.
I relapsed very badly.
I was home alone for just half an hour and I relapsed.
I masturbated to porn.
I was on my way to complete day 25..
Feeling very disgusting.
Just for the sake of 1 minute pleasure I gave up the streak...
I don't deserve this...
Starting again Day 0.

 

81 days complete. Have a great weekend, companions

 

Our brains are designed to forget pain. It withers away. I've had my encounters with solitude before. Regardless, I think today I had the loneliest day of my life so far.

Stay strong, men. We can't lose hope that life can get better.

But I am stronger than my addiction, still. I will not escape. I want to feel this pain right now. I'm going for a night run. I'll see you lads on the other side.

 

This forum gives me courage. I'm sick and tired of feeling anxious and afraid.

 

Day 15!

 

What is better than one 25 day streak? TWO 25 day streaks! Can you do it again @yogi007 ?

 

Thanks @RiseToGreatness those tips were very extensive. I made a list of goals that I want to achieve and I will be keeping in line with your advice on countering the Pro-pmo thoughts. I hope this makes the difference that I need it to. I want to live free from PMO.

 

Checking in. Frodo had to resist the ring for a long time but ultimately he just had to let go of it. Remember Sam's words at the end, just let it go. Today is another day of letting go of PMO.

 

Thanks for the motivation.
This time I will try for even longer.
Will try to achieve other professional goals too. Last 25 days I was completely focused on no PMO. That became very overwhelming. That was one of the main reasons of relapse.
This time I will try to be a all-rounder.
I want to start a blog. So will be giving time to that too.
Thanks @Freeman82

 

Blog is cool thing, Thinking about it as well. I got many insights to share and talk about with you.

Day 4

Those days are always hard for me to conquer : day 2-5 many bad thoughts, bad mood, sadness, lack of everything. However I wasnt doing "nofap" for so long that now I got power to overcome this first step ;P

 

I wish you well brother

 

Day3/500

 

Thanks bro