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So many amateur porn channels - your thoughts ?

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by magic05, Jul 27, 2020.

  1. Jul 27, 2020 #1
    magic05

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    I'm mostly addicted to amateur porn on streaming sites. I have the impression that already a considerable amount of (good looking) real and young amateur couples are presenting their sex life online. I don't live in a big country and all of the time I come upon channels of my own region. This is so weird. Everyday there are new amateur channels popping up, it seems like an endless, endless influx of couples who show off their crazy, kinky, happy sex life to the global public.

    I feel like the entire world is having crazy sex except me. Which drives me insane, jealous and even more towards my addiction. Is my view just totally distorted from all the watching or is it really observable that there never have been as many amateurs on porn streaming sites as now? Or is it still just a tiny tiny minority doing that?
     
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  2. Jul 27, 2020 #2
    scarecrow1

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    I have not watched in a long time but I was more into the famous names and big budget productions.

    Therefore I don’t have any thoughts to share. Neither should you. I mean seriously it’s only going to be a minority of people that put photos or videos of that nature on the internet. Potentially their parents, grandparents or future children could see this stuff.

    you sound like you are jealous. I can’t relate because I only get jealous when I see real couples and I’m alone.

    I think your thinking is a bit warped. Take a look at this video (it may help)

     
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  3. Jul 28, 2020 #3
    Tryingto

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    In my opinion, whether or not amateurs are streaming their sex lives more frequently is secondary here. Your sense that "the entire world is having crazy sex except me" is a more immediate concern - because it is, by your own admission, adding fuel to the fire of this addiction.

    As a married person in a sexless marriage (one of several on this site), I can assure you that the entire world is not having crazy sex. And even when I was having sex, it was not terribly frequent nor terribly crazy. I mention this because, at least in my experience, watching porn - professional or amateur - messes with our perception of reality. We begin to think exactly as you are right now - and this, as you note, drives us toward this addiction.

    What this then leaves you with is the same opportunity the rest of us have: to do the next right thing.
     
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  4. Jul 28, 2020 #4
    recoome

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    How do we know the amateur porn is not scripted? When reality shows were launched everyone believed them to be true. Even watching sex scenes on youtube is lying to yourself.
     
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  5. Aug 2, 2020 #5
    magic05

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    I think I'm jealous of those amateur channels, because it's the "next close thing" to real sex in my current life.

    My mind is definitely very warped after 15 years of PMO addiction (in the first 10 years professional porn, in the last 5 years only amateur porn) that I actually think that "this is the real deal". I'm utterly repulsed by professional porn studios, but with amateurs it's like my mind thinks that this is what sexuality is about: having crazy sex (no limits at all regarding fetishes/sexual practices), potentially swinging with other couples and displaying it all online.

    I know it's fucked up. But watching those amateur channels is so tempting. I don't know why they do it. Some of them can't even earn money from it, they don't have enough views/video quality.

    It can't be the reality. But still I can't help to witness a tremendous increase in those channels since 2-3 years. It's like fuel to my pmo addiction.
     
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  6. Aug 2, 2020 #6
    Candun

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    Honestly who cares. You don't know them and probably don't even want to. They literally have 0 effect on your life. You could have your memory of them wiped Men in Black style and they would have the exact same influence, nothing.
     
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  7. Aug 2, 2020 #7
    magic05

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    Yeah it's completely crazy. I think I project all my sexual desires in those amateur channels. Like identify with them and wanna be like them. What a waste of time. It's unbelievable.
     
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