Anxiety from real females

The last 2-3 weeks i’ve been dealing with anxiety. However now i get anxiety started sometimes when i see women in public.

Recent weeks i’ve started to react with what i think is an anxietyattack-like reaction when i see some girls/women in public. My mind/body reacts with what i think is anxiety, i feel like i lose control allmost and feeling lightheaded, weak body and my mind is like ”You need to look at this!” like it gets obsessed. I dont know why and i i dont like it.

Why do my mind/body react likes this? Im starting to feel like i dont want to go out anymore because these effect i’ve gotten during the last 2-3 weeks.

It happens more easily and often when im in a emotionelly more fragile state when i already feel some anxiety built up in my body and thinking over and over about stuff related to nofap.

Maybe it’s using my fear of failure? Maybe it my old body/mind trying to drag me back, but it uses real girls.

I just felt the need to write, and if anyone have any input or similiar experience i’d be intersteing.

 

Thanks for replying. Sex was a long time ago, march 2019. Since im having ED i can't date or pick up girls, even when i have oppurtinety. My best friend is a girl (also my ex), however besides here i dont meet a lot of new women since this reason. I think this has something to do with my old self trying to get me back to pmo. Since when i react with anxiety its more anxiety than excitement. It's very strange and i hope it will pass. I get a strong feel of fear of failure of relapse when this happens, so the brain triggers some sort of fear wich causes anxiety. Strange, i hope it will pass soon.

 

I've noticed a pattern that i often react likte that to teens who where leggings/spandex, and also new type of sweatpants but they are thight. I've allways have a weakness from spandex/leggings since i even was young. I dont know what regards as fetish. However it freaks me out since i don't want to be a creep who can find teens attractive. It makes me sad and dissapointed in myself.

 

Yes your right, i think that im in a state that is very fragile and sensitive emotionelly and also to triggers. Until around day 75 i had amazing confident i was also at the beach and saw girls in biknin and just looked away no problem and they really didnt bother me. Im in a real trial phase right now.