I Despise myself and I'm in need for answers

Not going to lie that was a rough read but I do not recommend using anal toys at all, I do not think it is necessarily gay but if you are trying to reboot do not do it. It will not cause cancer but you can damage your insides if you go to deep and are to rough with it.

 

Doesnt make you gay, some men are into that, even with a woman. And it also doest cause cancer.

 

Not cancer, but you can cause rectal bleeding, which isn't pretty and is liable to infections since your shit is normally stored there as well. Let me tell you this- if that infection gets into your blood, you can die. Literally.

Not necessarily. You most likely ended up applying pressure on your prostate, which is most likely at the level of- or higher- to the resistance you felt, which was most likely your anorectal ring.


Please stop putting stuff up your ass. It leads to nothing good.

 

Not going to lie that was a bit rough. But we all have our struggles and fetishes. Just my opinion, but that hole wasn’t made for anything to enter. Male or female. It’s used to rid the body of waste. I would not recommend inserting anything inside it.

 

I can't imagine this being good for your reboot, since it involves sexual pleasure and as such it can be considered a form of masturbation.

However, forgetting that part for a second, anal pleasure for men is completely normal and doesn't make you gay. Inserting things up your ass stimulates the prostate which is part of the reproductive system. If you're going to keep doing this (post reboot and preferably with a partner in bed) keep in mind that it should not be done without careful consideration. What object you use, what kind of lube, how deep, etc. It's not as simple as shoving a toothbrush up your anus since that can actually kill you like some people have already said.

 

I dont recomend doing that at all you'll literally bleed from doing it.

Please dont cause yourself harm because people died what @All For One said you need to consider sticking something inside your butt Is not good and it wont do anything good at all.

 

that's too graphic for me. Having sex or doing anything sexual to anus is just wrong and disgusting for me. I've been addicted to porn for a long time but i have never liked the idea of doing sexual stuff using your anus. It's just plain wrong for me. If anything all i am aroused is by women's private.