The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Dear friends...

I am back again, unfortunately on the 41st day of my streak I fell, a moment where stupidity won me over, where if you do not value the work you are doing and underestimate it, an imminent fall will come and that happened to me 3 days of reboots, and yesterday I was finally able to keep 1 day clean and here I go ...
Friends, believe in yourselves and fight every day to be better in whatever you want, I know we are going to be able against this damn unreal and nefarious shit drug.

Challenge manager please reset my rank : (

DAY 1

 

Day 102

 

Day 12 of the Lord of the Rings Challenge, watched a little bit today but didn't explode, need to get a better grip on myself

 

Checking in

 

Day 41, headed toward the Dwarven Realm of Moria.

 

Day 19
My dendrites feel that they are healing as they have heightened sensitivity..
I read that somewhere
The bad part about it like smallest things trigger me.. And even if i don't give in I kinda get depressed for couple of hours..
Its something I noticed
Anyway!
Good luck to all
Destroy d ring

 

Checking in 88 days

 

I'm back on the journey and checking in day 41!

 

My status on this thread is Uruk-Hai, as that is where I was before I last relapsed. Well, I said nothing so it remained the same while I relapsed; however, I have gotten back to six days again, so I am back to Uruk-Hai today. No need to update my status.

This time, I am more confident than I have been yet. I will stay PM-free now. My wife gave me an ultimatum, and I listened. I need to be done right now, or I will get kicked out of the home, lose her and our son, not have enough money to get my own place so I'll be homeless, and she could lose her son as well, because if her ex hears about my PM, he will take him back. So, there is a lot at stake right now, and my wife has made this clear, finally. I will remain free!

 

Day 0
I relapsed yesterday. I was sick, so I felt tired and a little bit fragile. Monster chose its time wisely. I dont feel bad or I was not disappointed. 50+ days are still amazing for me. I will execute my plan as it was. The only mistake I have made during this process is that I was not here as often as I was supposed to. I wont do the same mistake.

 

I reset today, nevermind i will start again.

 

Hey guys!
I've been out the last 11 days
Today when I was going to login in NoFap I realize that I wouldn't update my counter!
Yes brothers and sister... I didin't fall!!!

I've reached the 26th day

It's the longest streak in the last 6 months. I'm really proud of being in this community!
This Companion (TLOTR) is my biggest motivation.
I'm sorry to have been absente... But now I'm back!

Have a great sunday everyone!
Thank you very much @RiseToGreatness for your stopless support!!!
Let's keep going my friends

Best regards,
skyfighter, The Hobbit

 

dia 0
Tive minha recaída de PMO hoje! me sinto mal com isso, minha mente me enganou "vai ver bem rápido" cair nisso, é perturbador o que esse vício faz aos nossos pensamentos, é uma batalha interna muito forte, não sei se foi o meu dia que começou tarde e foi influenciado pelo desejo de dopamina - me sinto mal, o que eu faço?
Tenho esse vício desde os 10 anos e hoje tenho 20 anos. i never stayed 5 more days without

 

I missed my day 3 check in but I am on day 4 now. 12 more hours and I will be on day 5. I have been writing in my journal every day since my relapse. I am not going to let myself fail.

 

Hi greenTree. We’ve been together for 12 years, living together for 9 and engaged for 3. Honestly, we stopped having a lot of sex over the years, but still have some on rare occasion.

PMO was one of the main reasons on my end for things drying up in recent times, but she’s had her own issues that factored in.

The most sex in the last couple of years is when we started trying for our baby. But after she got pregnant, we altogether stopped in a last few months before she gave birth.

For me, PMO also really got bad at that point, just before our baby was born, probably due to stress about our family and also the COVID shutdown.

However, I finally came to terms with the extent of my issues with PMO and quit 2 weeks before our baby was born.

Fast forward to this week- She just saw her doctor for the 6 week post birth checkup and she’s cleared to resume all activities, but we haven’t yet...At this point we’re so busy with our 6 week old, it would be hard to find time. I imagine in another month or two it may come up, but my sense is that I should wait 1-2 years before resuming.

We have talked about porn a few years ago, but I haven’t talked to her about anything recently. I plan to soon. But with the baby, I’ve got to find the right time.

 

Checking in for Day 63. Keep up the good work everyone!!

 

Day 1 completed

 

2.5 days

 

Day 4. During current streak I had 0 erections. Brothers can I say that it's the flatline period?

 

Checking in
Day 64 - No MO
Day 98 - No P