Save me.... plzz....

hi! i have also done this. i feel like edging is good but it doesn’t make me feel good afterwards. what i did is actually focus on the feeling of the erection and don’t wish it away. that way got mind will come to ease with it ! hope this helps x

 

First of all, you have a problem with your mindset.
If you have feeling is groin, or if you see a topless lady in a movie, or you see a nice cleverage on the street...that doesn't mean you ruin your streak. You just try to find reasons to beat the monkey...and at any action you "are afraid" that you ruin your streak. Even if you "ruin" it...that doesn't mean that you have to fuck your hand again watching porn.
Man...keep pushing further...like I said in many posts...if you can not control, you have to cut the internet.
Also...you can imagine that you don't have hands...people without limbs can't beat the monkey...so, if it helps you...you can think this way or imagine you can't move your hand or something.

 

don’t be hard on yourself. keep going. let go and things will get better.

 

Man...I am in 97 days...easy mode, to admit...I had sex and bj's but...even now, when I write you this words, I feel like milions of tingles in my groin and lower stomach...so...this feeling will be with you for a long time, you have to control it and when it comes...to get rid of it using a girl, not porn.

 

because you have too much free time to think about it...
you don't have a work? you need some activities that will keep you thinking on resolving problems or do that activities...
if your mind is rest...it is normal for the body to want to reproduce, to make you horny and craving for that dopamine rush.

 

Dont go too hard on yourself buddy I wish you to get back to normal life and get rid of this parasite

 

You have to control yourself.
Let me tell you a story: yesterday I was chating with a girl online. I know her for a few weeks and we talk about a lot of stuff. I am married so, I didn't escaladed this thing even if is a fine girl.
So..yesterday she was horny and suddenly she told me that she want me in her throat.
Imagine that (for me, a bj fan) what rush I felt in that moment...I looked on my chest and I had large red spots...like an allergy, because of the excitement. My breath was high and I had a major boner.
But...I was calm and I told her that will happen if we will meet.
That was all! I managed to control myself without fapping.
In the past, on such direct signals...I was fapping like crazy.

So, I hope you will learn from this. Control yourself...you are a man, you can do it!