Porn and sex trafficking will never seize to exist. But what you can do is get spiritually stronger to stop watching porn and maybe become a officer of the law to help reduce sex trafficking?
Checking in for the day. I have finally recovered from my fear problem that plagued me for the last two weeks or so(At least recovered enough to function properly). Had a reset on Monday since I used P to escape from my fears again, no MO since I was too terrified to do so. Forgot who I was dueling with, so I didn't tag anyone, sorry about that. Recently started exercising a lot more than I used to, my body is clearly not used to it but meh. Recently adopted a modular system instead of the weekly system, any imperfect day doesn't matter in this new system since I'll just move on to try again the next day. Feeling a lot less stressed since I adopted this, but this is just the first week so I'll have to wait to see the long term effects.
Interfere how? But you abandonship instead or your soldiers instead? Instead of distancing yourself, communication with your colleges would be the healthiest way to resolve an issue.
Went 3 days then entertained a unhealthy meal with triggered me to PM immediately. I tried to stay out after eating bad; walk, be with friends and relax. But it didnt matter came home wanted mcdonalds and PM'd right after. There might be no way around this other than only to eat unhealthy when i have a girl around. This way i can have sex instead of PMing.
Your right that it’ll probably never go away. I can still fight the industry though. The problem with me joining an anti sex trafficking task force is sexual abuse pisses me off. I always keep my emotional responses to a minimum, but if I saw someone getting sexually abused I’d hospitalize the abuser. I don’t trust myself with a gun near a bunch of sex traffickers. I’d need to learn how to show mercy to them if I’d want to join law enforcement. I think wanting revenge is a vice I have.
Need to channel all that anger into productivity. Will you go and kill sex traffickers in the night? Probably not. Lets be realistic. But you can learn to channel your emotions for the bigger picture of the change you want to impower. Then can go forward and actually make a change that line with your core values.
Checking in for the day. This day went pretty well, but my throat is uncomfortable for the whole day for unknown reasons and it creeps me out.
Checking in for the day! @primordial-saiyan glad to see you back. I’m happy to be an elder,but I think I’ll have to be more focused now than ever. I will be free by the end of September,where I can actually give back to this forum in many ways. Please do consider me once I’m free. Thanks a lot for the support!
@primordial-saiyan hope united seal the deal in Germany this time, Sancho deal looks too uncertain,we’ve gotta look elsewhere!
Got pretty close to relapse a couple seconds ago. Nothing good will come out of it. What will happen? I will have about 5 minutes of pleasure. Then a week of pain and misery. I’ll be waisting my time. PMO is a sorry excuse for pleasure. Let’s be real. You do PMO because in real life you can’t get any girls. Fuck girls. Porn has warped your mind so much that you think life is just about girls and sex. Now you think you need girls to be happy. Bullshit. There’s more to life than girls. That’s one of the things your trying to free yourself from. The cycle will just start all over again if you fail. Ok I’m done with my little self talk/rant here. I’m going to pray now and I’ll be back tomorrow.
Anytime man rant onnnnn!!! Porn does opposite for me. I get girls, i go out meet girls but i dont give a fuck about fucking them or dating cause porn takes my sexual energy from me. Less i watch porn more i want real girls, its an uphill battle but i will get there.